So certain kitties and whatnot have been talking about toys and I finally got around to getting more lube and condoms so I can play with mine again.
I just have to stay away from zetacreations. That tiggy's toy @..@ Oh how I want that one :P
And just so you have something to take your mind off that, enjoy the power of two colors.
Google finally has their own messenger out, and I now run it because google is AWESOME. So uh... add me to your list and let's play with it.
my gmail account is drgamez@gmail.com
Ok, so last couple of days are really really blurred to me, so I will start with the last full day I can remember: Saturday.
So Saturday was Nick's last day at work. He is this really cool co-worker type guy that is really into video games. Really. Really into video games. We would play our DSes between tables and after work, talk about video games all day and go home and play video games all night.
He comes into work on Friday and let's everyone know tomorrow (the Saturday I remember) will be his last day at work. We all are kind of suprised, he's been working at a Black Angus for 4 years now, why would he just drop it. Apparently he got a new job.
A better job.
At EA Games.
He is now a video game tester. :O
I was shocked, video game testers are myths. They get PAID for playing VIDEO GAMES, those jobs aren't supposed to really exist! But he does, and he started this Monday (yesterday). So that night he decided he might as well throw a party back at his place.
Normally I'm not one for parties, usualy because they involve large amounts of people in different states of minds doing kind of stupid things; and I'm always the sober one. But this was Nick. Even though I didn't want to, I had to go just to say goodbye to him 'n shit.
I give my friend Travis a ride over to the party after I jet home and change really quick (letting my parents know where I was going). Once at the party it started slow, as all of them do. His house/apartment actually has a Metal Slug Super Vehicle-001 NEO-GEO machine.
:O orgasm.
So once everyone got there the normal drinking began, and soon it was just talking to a few co-workers as some other ones played some drinking card game. I don't even know how I passed the time but I ended up offereing a ride to a co-worker and his friend, they had no way home and were going to walk like 5 miles; drunk as hell. I then offered a ride home to Mike, who had no ride home, and then I offered a ride home to Laura. She was going to go with Palladin, but he was drinking a lot and had smoked a bit so I wasn't even comfortable letting HIM drive home, which he did safely however.
5:10am rolls around. I finally decide I should start heading home and pile everyone into my car. I drop people off after getting much thanks for doing so, then head on back home. On the way back home I didn't need my headlights. I stroll in around 5:45am and eat a chicken burrito my parents bought for me. I contemplated staying up the entire night, but decided I should get SOME sleep. So around 6:15 I finally fall asleep, well after the sun has risen.
My parents didn't seem to care really, I don't know if they know for SURE I don't drink/do drugs, but oh well. I don't and thats all that matters to me.
blah where to begin even?
Well my last post was about to fall asleep and wake up on Sunday, the day of the SF Gay Pride parade.
Hrm. Hopefully the steam will get rolling the more I start posting about this all.
So Sunday morning rolls around and about 6:30am I get a call from my dad; he wants me to come out to his jobsite in San Jose. He is putting in some huge pipefitting structure thing, and it's the largest one in the country so he's proud he gets to be the one to install it all.
"Bargh, fine. I'll be there in a couple minutes." (He wants me to call him back in 10 minutes).
With 4 hours of sleep (plus the night before I had little sleep cause I had to get Nimbus from the airport early) I get dressed and kind of wake up coon. I tell him to go back to bed, I'll be back in about an hour, we planned to wake up around 8:30 so he had about 2 more hours of sleep left.
I start driving down the road that connects to the highway and as soon as I turn onto it I give my dad a call, he then tells me to go back home: they won't allow me on the secured jobsite.
Goodie :|
So on my way home I stop and grab some donuts for the both of us, and get coon a frappacino because I love him 'n shit. Not wanting to wake up him at 6:45 or something crazy stupid like that I turn on the TV and get online for a bit, just waiting and waiting for time to tick by. Around 7:45ish I got kind of bored just sitting around so I went to go lay in bed with him, which kind of woke him up. After we hussled and busied ourselves awake it was around 8:00am, a little ahead of schedule but oh well.
We got dressed and everything (tails, and leather bondage fun for coonie) then took off towards BART; after shower, donuts and etc.
I have lots and lots of pictures of the parade, but my fucking battery died half-way through the damn thing. Oh well. To see all the pictures please just click hizzur:
I shall just comment on some of the better ones.
This float was just run by two runners, and a dancer up top. This is an awesome fucking idea. Wonder how he got up there though.
Clever.
I really wanted Altoids for some unkown reason.
This fucking hurt my eyes to try and pick out the colors :(
For some reason I thought of Eevee and his dislike of The Badlands in WoW. I really don't know what they are.
This was trippy. There was a camera and it broadcast the crowd 30 feet in front of it. I tried to get a shot of myself, but a bunch of people had their arms raised up and it was hard to get a clear unblurry shot of it.
This was just funny. There was an entire fucking group of these people with slogans, signs, and logos. Apparently they think circumsicion is murder or something fucking crazy like that. I know it isn't really needed and it's kind of silly to do nowadays (I'm circumsized so shush) but it's not THAT big of a deal is it? Get a staple gun and some leather and MAKE yourself some foreskin.
No comment.
See, there were girls here.
This was the coolest car I have ever seen. Ever.
This float just shot gold glitter back onto itself. I guess it was a cool idea, but must have sucked for anyone... y'know... ON THE FLOAT.
This made me chuckle a bit.
I need this outfit :O~
This float must have sucked to put on. There were a group of people just pulling and pushing it, it was like a big fucking wagon. And the parade was like 2 miles long so... yeah.
This was like the only naked guy in the parade >:|
This was kind of cute. But creepy.
I WANT TO BE THIS MAN.
Seriously though. No pants AND playing electric violin. How bad ass is that?
eh.
Holy fuck. That is all.
This guy was really dancing awesome for having stilts and shit.
I really never understood what this was about, but Nimbus and I were laughing at it for a long time.
These were... odd.
And Nimbus wants a pair of these for some reason :P
Like I said, there are plenty more pictures in the directory I linked before, and there would have been twice if not more the amount of pictures if my battery didn't die.
The parade was about 4 hours, from 10am to 1:40ish pm. It was over 2 miles long. After it got out we headed to the celebration area but god damn; that place was busy. I know it's the largest gay celebration in the world, but that was a LOT of people in one place. Coonie was starting to get a bit paranoid and it was getting fun not being able to turn around without running into another person. So after the parade (i got beads omg) we just took bart back home.
The entire weekend we were over at SF we were stopped again and again about our tails, people just loved them. And beause it was pride weekend, I got to wag my ass very gay like whenever I heard the word tail, only to hear laughing and happiness from whoever was watching my ass at the time.
This one guy came up to coonie and I on the first day and just started to ramble on and on and on about lots of shit. I can't even remember what he was talking about other than he wrestles and stuff. I guess it was cool to talk to someone (he was nice, not crazy or anything). He dragged us back to his booth and took some pictures of us and our tails.
During the parade someone stopped us, got a picture of our tails, then got a picture of me and coonie kissing all romantic like <3
And people on the BART train kept looking at us with our tails and etc.
It was a shitload of fun.
Also, here are some random pictures from the day before the parade and the week Nimbus was up here.
Coonie seems to fall asleep... everytime on BART.
My shirt says "I'm Blogging This." LOL GET IT BECAUSE I AM RITE.
+My shirt that says "Rogues do it from behind."
+A device that turns of virtually any TV in 69 seconds (it works, we tested it at the Great Mall, it was awesome)
+A check from the class-action lawsuit I joined against paypal. I got $13.59 out of it 8)
ONe of these guys had a shirt that said "Share Me".
Flaming gay to the MAX.
He's probably farming.
They fucked my package up. It came like this (I opened the side). gg UPS.
Coonie packing up to leave :(
Apparently they sell a shirt like this. I want it.
Cute doggy. Coonie will want to see it again.
Now I wear TWO rainbows.
[lol get it, flaming queer?]
This weekend we watched/played:
+ The Game
+ Fight Club
+ Phonebooth
+ Kill Bill Vol.2
+ Cowboy Bebop: Knockin' on Heaven's Door
+ Pete & Pete: Season One
+ Aqua Teen Hunger Force: Season Three
+ Katamari Damacy
+ Wario Ware Mega Party Games
+ Harvest Moon: It's a Wonderful Life
+ Harvest Moon: Friends of Mineral Town
+ Wario Ware Twisted (fuck this game is fun)
+ Bubble Bobble Old & New (beat it :D)
Lawsuit!
I asked if I could get her picture, it was cool.
He eats souls.
On first glance it kind of looks like he is in the trashcan (the ad, not the buff guy).
We want one of these for veevee.
So yeah.
This weekend was a lot of fun. Sucks that he had to go back home so soon, but he needs to work so we can have a place together. I also have to get going on actually finding a vehicle. I might buy from a private seller with a loan of from the bank instead of a dealership.
And my parents are going to talk me into staying here until at least christmas because they wont have anyone here, my brother is locked in some program for 6 months with no home leave.
I will stand firm. I want to leave. I'm sorry my parents won't have anyone here and I know they might need me but I really feel like I have to do this. For myself. I need a chance to grow, and a chance to just be on my own - even if it is a mistake.
I hope Bryan's flight back home is going well <3
Wow.
So yeah. Updating will be a bit sparse until Nimbus leaves, don't want him to sit around as I type.
He flew in on Friday, picked him up at like 8 in the morning, which is really early given the times I've been waking/sleeping before that.
The first day he was down here it was fun, got lots of snuggles and kisses and to start off I treated him to breakfast at Baldie's: good place. We came home for a bit and we hung out around the house for a good while before going to see Kung Fu Hustle. (Awesome movie).
On the way home we grabbed some burgers and then played Katamari Damacy until we got tired. Because I live with my parents I don't get to share a room with him while sleeping (just using my brother's bed, not like he's here to use it :/ ).
We awoke the next day around 9ish and went to my work, because I had a store-wide meeting. After many donuts, coffee, and boring fun later (yes boring fun) we took off back home to find out what's happening in SF (it's gay pride weekend). Once we got it all down we donned our tails and took off on BART, which always makes me kind of sleepy, and apparently coon as well.
It was a bit overcastish, so the wind was slightly cool. I feel sorry for the guys and girls not wearing any shirts: that's gotta be cold. We were stopped by quite a few people to comment on our tails. One guy in particular was talking to us for a good minute just kind rambling on about a lot of things I really didn't follow. Because it was just the first day and we don't go clubbin' or anything, once we browsed around for a few hours and watch the cheer squad we decided to turn back home.
I do have pictures, but I will post them later, right now I just am posting things so I don't forget what happened.
So on the way home we got some hot dogs, and rented a few movies to snuggle up and watch together. Coonie keeps trying to get me to watch a horror or zombie movie, but I really can't watch those. I get scared so easily it's a joke.
And pride has left us a little flaming, which is kind of fun.
Also I've been a very silly/bratty mood. I think it's bugging coon a bit ^..^;
Pizza sounds good right now.
Bye bye meat >:(
Now I got my second kodo. No more chasing those fucking hunters. Time to MOW THEM DOWN.
I also drank a lot last night, hard to see when it's blurry and when you walk it sways a lot :P
When I awoke, I was dressed in a ripped loincloth. I can't remember much, but my Kodo seems oddly happy.
Alright, so Steve (that Scottish guy) is 29.
Yeah. So why the need of a post? Well earlier in the week I had been talking to a really close friend [keeping name secret, unsure if they would be comfortable] and he wants to play around with someone who is at least 10 years older than him. And I was like "Thats kind of icky".
Yeah...
Let's just say I couldn't resist his scottish charm.
#o..o#
Naughty Doc.
Warning: Gayness ahead.
So there is this guy who hangs out at the bar at work, he knows the bartender who is usualy there. He is this gay scottish guy who is very cute and has a smooth accent to go with it. Now usualy english accents drive me fucking insane with rage, dunno why.
Well today he was talking to my manager, cause they get along really well. He kept looking over at me, like he normally does, but he called me over and we chatted for a bit. He would have these pauses where he would look right at me, and I would divert my gaze to the TV or something, cause I get shy despite my huge ego.
Well he went to the bathroom and my manger came over and said, "Steve (the guy) was telling me if you didn't have a partner than dayaam." I responded that I /had/ an open relationship and when he came back I went to go check on a table. Apparently she told him because when I was waiting for my ride he reached over and I grabbed his hand, giving it a squeeze for a bit.
Then he got up and walked over near me and stood to my side in front of me, listening to the conversation in the bar. He reached back and we held hands for a bit, he must have seen how red and shy I was getting. He scooted closer and just stood close to me, slightly leaning. We just had light contact and I scritched his back a bit, nothing really grand. Now he's a bit bolder than I so he turned and whispered to me "Yer gettin' to meh, heh" and being the hornball that I am I looked down and saw, yes, I was getting to him.
Then I pictured him nude. #o..o# Naughty me.
He offered me a ride home, but I said my parents were already on the way and they didn't have a cellphone, which I knew was a lie cause they did. I just didn't want to go back to his place so soon, even though we have been talking for quite a while now, just casually though. The boldest I got was when I went to give him a close hug, he squeezed my butt as I walked away.
@..@ Erections are hard to hide in workpants :|
Naughty Doc. u..u;
So yeah. Let me make a small factual rundown.
Days spent: 8
Unfings: Probably between 5-10
U-Haul trucks I broke: 1
Days spent packing: 4
Movies watched: 3
Accidental Lisps of Gheyness: Way to fucking many @..@
Times I used Chopsticks: 2
Now for some cryptic messages of fun.
Yes vee, that toy was icky, but oddly fun. More fun by yourself I would assume.
Blue Angel Bloopers = Bwoff!
I really need to buy The Birdcage, that is a fucking hilarious movie. Although the son in it is sort of an ass.
Napolean Dynomite is one of those movies that is funnier the second time around, I should go out and buy it.
Gran Turismo 4 gets easier with a 749hp car.
People in MGS3 like to blow up.
I need a fucking bunny boy @..@!
I helped coonie move out of his appartment. I also did a lot of cleaning and stuff over there. Living with him is going to be a mess n..n; He's a sweet boy and I love him, but he is really frazzled half the time, which leads to many cute things, hehe.
I also went out to Tokyo Ninja, a Japanese steakhouse where they cook the food at your table. The chef guy was really funny and I had an excellent time there. And deep fried ice-cream is UNGODLY GOOD.
Also, it looks like coonie beat me with a bat <3
I also didn't take many pics, I was busy just enjoying my time with Bryan.
This was actually a chair at his house. Apparenly the coon family are master craftsmen. And yes that is a toilet seat held on with rope of some sort.
I want to eat this fucking cat. It has more fluff than my dryer after a week of not cleaning out the lint trap @..@;
:O
I just sucked coon penis once :O :O :O
(this is not an automated entry)
So yeah, I have become the gayest nerd ever. Yesterday I bought a 128mb flash drive, and it was cool and stuff, I need it for my PStwo, class, and other random things. But I needed a place to put it where I would always have it. So what do I do? Put it on my necklace. Now I'm hella nerdy, on top of being hella gay.
Half-Life Story
So I was browsing around HL1's sound files and came across a Nihlianth folder (the last boss). I opened it up and what I found is incredible. The lines he says put toget more parts of the story. I rared them all for you to download if you wish, so you can confirm this. Some of his lines:
you are man... he is not man... for you he waits.. for you...I assume he is talking about G-Man, proving that G-Man isn't fucking human, but he is waiting for you (as you find out why in HL2).
they're slaved, we are their slavesThe Vortigaunts are slaves of the Combine forces.
the last... you are the last... you are...This line makes sense if you remember all the other HEV suited bodies you saw in Xen, who couldn't get as far as you did. They know you are the last one to come to Xen, for you are the "One free man" as the Vortigaunts in HL2 call you.
And if you are confused about any of this, I encourage you to check out the Half-Life Saga for an amazingly detailed storyline summary so far.
Dad update
He is doing good, just worn out from the medication and siezures he has been having after getting into the accident.
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<KraKto$is8 > (ah right. pigfukcer)
<KraKto$is8 > nancy
<KraKto$is8 > (what other sort of cocks do you get?)
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<KraKto$is8 > all your ass are belong to us
<Pimp Panther> what?
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<Pimp Panther> rings*
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<Pimp Panther> wearer*
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So yes, I am home after a week up with Nimbus. I am going to attempt to break it down day by day, but my memory isn't THAT good, so it will be jumbled. Not like it matters cause I can make shit up and you wouldn't know.
Sunday
So I started off my journey innocently enough.
By innocently enough I mean 4 fucking am. Thats how early I had to wake up, because my flight was at 6:30am. I wanted to get there early in the day so we could do stuff and have that little bit of extra time. So sleepily I dragged myself out of bed and my parents were kind enough to drop me off <3
I got onto the plane, seemed like a small one, but it didn't hit me that I was on a propeller plane until about 80% into the first flight (I had connecting flights in Portland.) I landed in Portland, OR to find out it wasn't on fire, which was shoking: Oregon is always on fire or something. It was raining however, raining pretty good, because everything was soaking wet. I gave coon a quick buzz to let him know I landed, and I talked to him, waking him up. I just had another flight from OR to WA, but it was delayed for about anohter 50 minutes, no biggie, but they owe me 50 minutes of snuggly time.
As I was flying into Spokane, WA I noticed the ground was VERY flat and baren. I remember Bryan telling me something like it was technically a desert. Which was weird, cause it was very cold... cold will follow this post.
I landed with relative ease and walked to get my bags quickly, right outside the security checkpoint was the raccoon. I melted so much when I first saw him smile, god that made me feel good. I gave him such a tight hug, and as soon as I nuzzled him I was comforted, it smelled like Nimbicoon ^..^
We drove back to his Grandmother's place, which was only like a short 10-15 minute drive. He had a bit of fun groping me, whining because we couldn't play with all his family around. That was one thing I had to watch, my gay level. Most of his family just believed I was a friend coming up to visit for the heck of it, only his parents knew/know that I am his boyfriend. So I had to keep hands and lisps to myself :P We shared one loving kiss before driving up into the house. Oddly enough I could see my breath. That was weird. The last time I was able to see my breath was in 6th grade, waiting for the bus one frigidly cold morning.
So I met his family, his mom, grandma, little brother, aunt... and some other people. I don't think I can recall a single name, but I met those people... I think. @..@; Because it was still morning time we didn't want to just sit around all day and do nothing. Movie sounded like the best idea, so we decided on going to see The Incredibles. That was a very fun movie, Bryan seemed to get a kick out of the small Edna Mole costume designer person, which was cute. And I got to be a bit gropey and whatnot, which is aaalllways nice.
We had lunch over at Red Robins, which I didn't know was a national chain. I found out we both always get the Royal Red burger, which was nice. Dunno why it was nice, but it was cool knowing something new about him, hehe.
When we got back from the mall and whatnot (and the elevator that would NEVER COME) we had the house to ourselves, which proved to be quite fun~ #o..o#
[Sex in boyfriend's grandmother's house: Check]
Nightime came and it was time for dinner. The entire family was there, so I was a bit nervous, but they all were very kind and nice, so that calmed me. We had some bbq (not even going to try and spell that word right now) and it was quite nice. Except the fact the 'coon wanted to feed me more, even though we had Red Robins earlier that day. This will also be a common occurance, his family trying to make sure I got enough food when the glass of milk probably filled me up.
While at the mall we picked up some games. I got Street Fighter Aniversary Edition (omg love it), a memory card, and another controller for when I get back home with my brother. He picked up Metroid Zero mission and Super Mario Advanced 3 (Super Mario World). We got a room to ourselves, but we had seperate beds. I quasi snuggled with him on the larger bed and was drawing as he was playing Metroid, running around all armor-less or something, it was cute.
This is also when I found out I enjoy drawing when I have happiness around me. It's why I scribbled like 9 things in my 6.5 days I was up there. I didn't scan all 9 because I didn't like how some came out, but still - I drew a lot. Anyways, back to snuggling. When everyone was asleep the coon crawled into my bed for some deviant fun and whatnot, then some light snuggling. Unfortunatley we didn't want to risk getting caught, so he cralwed back into his bed after we were getting really tired.
[Sex in boyfriend's grandmother's house: Check.... again]
PS: I probably wont be able to remember as much detail for the middle of my week there, just how the mind works.
Monday
Time to wake-up, start the day again. Apparently the coon grabbed my cam and snapped this not to flattering picture of me about 10 minutes after waking up, still trying to steal the blankets back to sleep more. I stumbled downstairs after getting dressed and got some coffee, and had breakfast made for me, which I wasn't expecting because I was like... full off the coffee and never eat breakfast. It was nice though, I got to talk to his mother a bit. She confirmed the "rumor" that I will be moving up here, and we talked about me as she found out stuff about me and whatnot, she's a very nice person.
I really can't remember what we did this day so I will assume this is what happened here, and not Tuesday.
We headed off to another mall, where we met up with Bryan's mom and brother. I played Marc (his brother) DDR and lost; :[ Partly because I was making stupid mistakes and party because I was out of practice. THen again so was he so I just lost fair and square. I played Area 51 with the coon, realzing I suck at that game as well. So my gaming e-penis was feeling very small. I was wearing my 501s (tight pants) and so quickly found out that my boxers were finding ways into my ass so far I was beginning to taste them :p
They took off so Bryan and I wandered around the mall a bit finding another GameStop. This time however I resisted buying anything (I think), we just looked around until we got bored, so we went homeish. Or something. I know we probably did more but it really is hard to remmeber, especially a week later.
At home I had dinner, steamed rice and this soup stuff. It was actually quite good. I felt a bit out of place because I couldn't use chopsticks n..n; Last time I tried I swear everything except the house catching on fire happened. And I was kind of hungry, so I just munched with a fork.
That night we snuggled again, but this time he slept in the bed with me, because we weren't afraid of getting caught or something. I dunno. It was just really nice, quite worth the 3 months I had to wait to see him again <3
[Sex in boyfriend's grandmother's house: Check.... again... god I'm going to hell for this]
Tuesday
*scratches head* I don't even remember what I did this day. Well. Sorta I remember. I think. Oh well.
We went with his two brothers and his mom for lunch over at Zip's. They had really good burgers and these fried mushroom things. Wait. No. This was yesterday. Hah, yes. That was yesterday, no little brother.
Ok. Tuesday we went to this sandwich place, where they gave you popcorn to start you off, which Bryan was sucking down like a vacum.
They gave us reaaally good sandwiches, if not being huge. They had some hot mustard stuff which tasted like pure horseradish mixed with a touch of mustard. An unholy burn that tasted pretty good though. Eric (his smallest brother) tried a HUGE glob of it and... well let's just say he regretted doing so.
Afterword we headed over to CompUSA or BestBuy or something and picked up some stuff for the coon's iPod. And oogled over computer parts, because he really, really needs a new computer to play EQ2, Doom3, HL2, and the likes :(
That night we drove back to his place, and had to pack up a lot of his stuff, because he was there for Christmas, so he had a lot of presents to jam into his little truck.
The drive back was a bit uneventful. Kind of long and stuff but oh well, it was driving across HALF the STATE. We got out for a reststop, and thats when I realized how cold it really was @..@;
More seeing my own breath.
And it looks like his jack antenna ball went down on a yeti or something :P Oh and one more thing to add to my checklist.
[Giving boyfriend roadhead: Check]
Back at his place we had a bit of deviant fun with his cuffs and collar and stuff, hehe. Nothing too extravegent, I was just having more fun being around him~
[Bondange unfings: Check]
Wednesday
Well Bryan made us both pancakes in the morning. Really huge pancakes, but it was very sweet of him. *kisses him* God I love him~
I was playing the PStwo and whatnot, oggling the presents coon gave me for christmas:
(ps that rabbit is fucking HOT)
And he got a picture of me playing the game, naked of course - as all good times are had around Bryan.
I don't know what we did other than sit around naked all day and idly have fun with eachother. It was one of the best days though, just to be around him, not having to worry about school, work, anything. *Sigh* I really miss that day, hehe.
Because there was nothing to do up there we just lounged around playing games all day until nightfall, when we had to go to his parent's place nearer Seatle, more stuff to do over there.
Hrm. I don't know when I bought it, but I got Metal Gear Solid 3 and Bryan bought Sly Cooper and bought me Metal Gear Solid 2 for $8, great deal. Anyways, not much happened the night over his parents place, just some light snuggling, then sleep cause we were tired.
Thursday
The first thing I wake up to is Nimbi of course, hehe. We sat around and I coached Nimbi through some Paper Mario 2 as I drew some more, which felt nice, just kind of lounging with him and whatnot. Once again I'm getting mixed up but here I go, trying to remember what I did.
Coonie ended up getting a bit sad, because he was realizing my time was beginning to run short, and he really does care for me. God does he ever, I never have doubted it *holds*. We decided though, after a bit of tears, that we should at least try to do something. So we headed off to the mall with no real rhyme nor reason other than just to walk around in boredom. We walked into Hot Topic and looked around, Spencers, GameStop again, and the only thing that was bought was at FYE, I picked up Garden State (which I later just gave to the raccoon after looking at my shoutbox and seeing Andrew already bought it for me, hehe. BTW Andrew, if you read this give me your addy, I have to give you your present still).
We called his parents and asked if we are eating dinner there, and his mom said no, and suggest we go eat at Claim Jumpers. Holy christ I'm glad we did. It was a psuedo-steak house with huge portions. I mean... gargantuan portions. And it all tasted so good. It was also the first real resturaunt we had dinner at, so that felt very nice to be with Bryan there~. We had to take the rest of our food home, after consuming about 5 pounds of their honey butter stuff. Coonie ended up munching on the rest of it, hehe.
Once at home we snuggled up in our beds (still seperate) and I snuck online to say hi and check my mail and whatnot. We still had a bit of deviant fun however.
[Oral in boyfriend's parent's house: Check]
Friday: New Year's Day
I woke up to raccoon giving me a cup of coffee. It was very nice of him. God he takes care of me so much n..n; Want to just nuzzle him to DEATH. Raaaar!
Well we had a plan on what to do today, so Bryan's mom dragged us around Seattle and stuff, fist stop though was to get some Dicks. And wow Dicks taste good. They taste really good.
Then we were trotted off to the Waterfront, which was like the wharf down in SF, so it wasn't anything amazingly new to me. THey got some mini-donuts but I was still full from the Dick's I was eating earlier so I passed for now. There were some crazy street preformers though. One guy was just laden with balloons.
And this guy takes the cake. He was playing guitar, harmonica, and doing the hula-hoop AT THE SAME TIME. At one point he had the guitar behind his head. I mean that's fucking crazy multitasking.
Because it was New Year's eve, we stared picking up food for tomorrow's lunch/dinner thingy. So we headed on down to this one asian store, where I felt quite tall :D So I win.
We picked up like 20 things that I couldn't pronounce, but I was kind of excited to try new foods. Except sushi, I've had that many times before. I got bored so I started to take pics of seattle, so here they are. Enjoy or don't.
(you can see me in the lower left mirror, hehe)
So it was New Year's eve, the whole reason I chose this week. It wasn't a glorioius start to the year however, as it was a tearful embrace I had with Bryan, as my leaving was becoming more and more apparent, I wasn't goign to be able to stick around forever. After he dried his eyes a bit we headed to the guest bedroom, we were going to sleep there, in the same bed tonight.
[Sex in parent's house: Check]
Saturday
New Year's Day :D
Well all the tears were gone, so I woke up and took a shower, and coon came into the bathroom and fed me this chicken thing, while I was in the shower, :P
I forgot it's name but it was very good. I got a chance to eat just about everything we bought yesterday. EVERYTHING. Ugh x..o so full. There were these... brick things of sugar... jell... stuff. Yokon... or something? Not sure. But they were way to sugary for me, but Nimbi seemed to eat them down like crack. And yet again I couldn't use chopsticks, cause I am the lose with them :P
Not sure what we did that day, I think just played GameCube and drew some more, just more idly lounging around that I loved so much. Nightfall came and it was time to drive back to the 'coons place for the final remainder of the days.
We just idly played with eachother, cried a bit more because I left tomorrow, found out that my throbbing penis drives the racoon crazy, and took some fun pictures of eachtother and so forth, hehe. I am really missing holding him next to me and just slowly rubbing his tummy - that puts him to sleep almost instantly, it's cute.
By the way, I've never seen snow until that trip so things like this scared me:
And I still think Fred Meyer looks like a mall threw up in that store, haha.
Sunday
Yeah. Time has come. More tears~ More sadness. We left around noon, for the flight left at 4:30pm and we had to get across half the state. We picked up some Burger King and headed out with my iPod and a bit of sadness in both our hearts taht these were the last moments we were to spend together for who knows how long again. We talked and just enjoyed the moment, even though it was really snowy and crap.
I'm not sure how his truck does it, but Nimbi's truck doesn't need a key other than to start it.
Notice the RPMs, it is on.
We got to the airport~ But we were there like an hour or so early, so we just sat in the truck. Oh yeah.
[Giving eachother head in the parking lot of a busy airport: Check]
But the time came for me to get out and onto the plane. As we walked, Bryan pointed out some small bird tracks in the snow, of which I stomped my footprint into it, to be silly. I didn't know this would make him cry as he was walking back to his truck, which I can see would make me cry if it was him :(
My plane again was a little dinky prop plane.
Damn those things are bouncy as fuck.
Recap
So yeah, thats about all I can manage to type for now. I'm really glad I was up there, it gave me a chance to really get to realize that I am comfortable just BEING around Bryan. I am going to move up there, it is now 100% concreted into my brain and life.
Nothing is going to keep me from his love, he's such a sweetheart.
PS: If I forgot any images just browse the image directory
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You especially enjoy the traditional way of life. Having drinks with your friends, attending parties and relaxing while watching TV are some of your simple pleasures. You may also enjoy physical exercise. Your driving force is to retire as early as possible, so that you can do the things you enjoy more often. Your main source of ambition comes from this desire.
You dont particularly like your job but you do it without complaining. You realize that the income that it provides is essential to your lifestyle. You are friendly yet competitive with your co-workers. This competitiveness may lead you to squander your earnings to match other peoples' possessions.
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You sometimes disagree with Boss types, but you respect them for the most part. You may even be envious of their lifestyles. You find Academic types boring and uptight. You have very little in common with them. However some White collar types may respect the accomplishments for certain Academic types. You think that Artist types are unrealistic and immature. You like interacting with Charmer types, and sometimes envy their charisma. You perceive Gambler types mostly as loners and untrustworthy. However, since you may have to interact with them on a daily basis you are not hostile to them. You believe Drifters are too lazy to work for a living but you sometimes feel pity for them.
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I shoulda bought one of these a while ago.
So I was pawing off a few days ago, and I felt something fall onto my penis.
Yes.
Oh well, I brushed it aside, and I thought I felt it CRAWL onto my arm.
What the hell?
So I look (with the dim monitor light) AND SEE IT'S A HUGE FUCKING SPIDER.
So I freaked out and went to bed. But today I found the fucker. Here are two pics of it.
Conifur = A 3 day furry convention in Tacoma, Washington.
Nimbus = the raccoon = Bryan = Boyfriend = HAWT.
Ok, first off I will apologize for the lack of pictures. When I went up to WA, I forgot to bring my 128mb stick of memory for my digicam, and only had my 16mb. Figuring that can only hold like 20 pictures, I didn't really bother taking any at all.
So no nudes of us both.
Yet.
Oh well, I woke up Thursday, and I was originally planning to go to school, then head off to the airport and fly up there. Upon waking however, I realized the flight was a bit too early, and I was a bit too underpacked. So I hurridly started washing clothes and getting stuff together, almost forgetting to print up the freaking Boarding Pass to get ONTO the plane.
Stuffing everything into the world's largest carryon bag (I still think I will get told to check it if I get shitty flight attendtants); I headed out to my dad's worksite, he was going to give me a ride and was only about 10 minutes away from the airport.
So I arrived at SJC (San Jose Interational) with about 30 minutes to spare and sit down, to play pokemon of course. I had to train my little team just in case I ended up battling the raccoon. I start to see that three lines are being formed. "Maybe I should actually board the plane, eh?"
I end up getting onto the plane, and because I was boarded a bit earlier than the other two lines, I found easy room for my carryon - which wasn't the case on the way home (which I'll go into later). For some odd reason I have to turn off my GameBoy, because my Charizard can apparently set off a bomb in the plane, or make it crash or something. So I sit, a bit nervous because I still have jitters about flying. There was an old woman sitting next to me, and she seemed a bit nervous as well - so it was kind of nice to know I wasn't the only one with this irrational fear of flying. Once at 10,000 feet or something, I was allowed to play pokemon for the next two hours.
I watched out the window as the clouds began to get a bit more thick looking, and started to grow in slow numbers. It didn't seem that long at all until we were passing over Oregon. Of course the pilot was telling us where to look to see what, but the clouds made it a bit hard. I was kind of suprised to see Oregon wasn't still on fire. Weren't they like burning for about 2 years straight or something? Anyways - I continued on with my pokemachu game, getting a bit giggly when I realized I was actually going to see Bryan again.
I touched down in SeaTac no problem, got out and promptly called up the fuzz face. He directed me down an escelator, and I turned around to see him. Oh god did I ever melt. I smiled like an idiot and just hugged tightly. Oh that hug felt nice. And the kiss~ Ooohhh the kiss. Ooohh so melty in knees.
Hee~ #^..^#
Forgive my lack of words to describe my feelings here - it's kind of hard to give life to something that can't really be defined: love. :D
Anyways, we started the long drive back to his apartment in this cute little hick town. I kind of like it there, cowboys and rodeos oh my. :P Shorty I realized a tough looking raccoon cowboy morph would be hawt.
There really is too many trees in WA though. Seriously.
We got back to his place and whatnot, started to get comfortable. I really do envy the boy for getting to live this whole college experience. In the dorm/apartment things, away from home - oh that would be fun. It's a nice place, and not crippled and stuff by lack of essentials like a kitchen and shtuff.
He made some cookies and brownies, and upon retrospect "some" is a relativley light word. He made enough batter to make 60 cookies, but somehow ended up with two platefulls of cookie bits, and another plate of pancake sized cookies. Now he can no longer laugh at me for my own cookie fiasco. He also made one pan of brownies; what he failed to realize again though, was it was supposed to make 40 brownies. We had 15 or something. COVERED IN POWDERED SUGAR.
Nimbus proceeded to show me his FFVII (I gave him my copy of it) amazement. He has like 4 save files, every character maxed out, everything DONE, he can beat the final boss with just a single attack. Materia combos and things I can't even begin to grasp. I couldn't tell exactly how he won cause we got a bit... distracted - but I'll save that for the extended entry~.
It was really nice to sleep next to him after all those weeks of being away. And the fact I was naked by then helped.
Yeah.
^..^~
The room before we left. Notice the package of cookies he was trying to force feed me :P. Silly coon boyfriend.
Anyways - the next day we headed down to the con, which was another 2 hour drive. I packed my few things back up and we drove out. There are still WAY TO MANY TREES.
We kind of got to Conifur late because of... things we had to take care of. Mostly just a lot of catching up to do and shtuff, hehe. We arrived around 7pm, and that was about the time Uncle Kage started his story hour. I was a bit dissapointed because he did the same routine he did at AC, but then again I'm not sure how many bad things could happen to this guy between July and September.
Uncle Kage is an interesting fellah, now that I mention him. He is the chairperson of Anthrocon, and he is widely known through the fandom and stuff. He also draws that fine line between annoying and funny though. Some of his stories kind of sucked, like the one about him picking up a cake for a friend. He puts on his coat and hat and changes his voice; ends up being really lame but he tries every time.
After that I don't think we did anything, most of the stuff was closed up. So we decided to check into our rooms. I actually cannot remember what we all did there. I know I had fun but the details of the night kind of blurred~
Waking up next to him felt really nice though, hehe. I already put the "GO AWAY WE'RE FUCKING" sign on the doorknob, so we wouldn't be awoken by the sounds of a knock and some woman asking, "Housekeeping".
During the con, Nimbus and I had lots of fun... I guess just being overly gay. It started as a few lisped words, and by the end of the weekend it was getting really funny. Hopefully no permanent damage was done, because while it was cute - it would get really annoying.
And being called Doctor is really a turnoff, despite my name.
The second day of the con was spent mostly browsing the art galleries, and dealer's den. Nimbus got Michelle Light to do a con badge of his character, and in the meantime we wandered around and ended up getting some McDonalds. I think we had to be some of the first people from the con there, because everyone was giving us weird smirks and looks and stuff, hehe.
Upon coming back we headed off to the charity auction, and sat in on that one. I almost ended up winning a fully functioning vehicle for $5. There was no minimum bid and it go to the point where he was calling "Going Once..." before other people got their wits together and actually BID money. A full working car actually ended up going for $58. In an odd twist, we gave that person a ride home (they were on our way back to Bryan's house).
Once again the detail of the night are lost upon me. Well - the non deviant details at least. We watched bits and pieces of Cast Away in our room after coming back from Subway - which was a nice change from the not so healty food we consumed the rest of the duration of the convention.
We woke up on Sunday, with plans to finish up the rest of our money spending and whatnot.
In comparison, Conifur was a drop in the bucket to Anthrocon, but figuring it's popularity and size - it still was a very decent con. It was dubbed Boobycon though. I have never seen such a hetero furry convention, which kind of sucked because I wanted to buy some deviant things, maybe even a suggestive piece or two. I did end up buying two pieces of clean art though.
I had to buy this piece for two reasons.
1. It's a very pretty dragon.
2. It has a cat.
3. THIS IS FUCKING CUTE. I mean, look at the small little catnip mouse he is holding. Such a powerful beast, and he's playing with his kitty, heee~
This one made me DROOL when I first saw it at Anthrocon.
1. It's beautifuly maticulate with its details.
2. It reminds me of metal slug.
*drool*
I mean, you have to juse see this pic up close, to see every line on the guns, every spent shell, etc.
And the artist of these two pics comes out of Cupertino, so he will be at FC :D
Nimbus picked up his badge (which was FUCKING CUTE) and I deemed it being chewey. Chewey images or things are stuff that are soft looking, and overly cute to the point where you just want to gnaw on them to get out their awesomeness.
We drove back to Nimbus' place after dropping off another Doc and his friend. On the way I managed to beat the Elite 4, and all during driving back and forth I bred his pokemon, traded and whatnot, so we have a bunch of cool things.
Back at his place we kind of crashed on the futon and watched TV, getting a bit snuggling playful. He was teasing me, and for some reason... I felt sad that this was the last night I was going to be with him for a while. My eyes teared up a bit, but I thought I was just being overly dramatic. Hell, I cried over him the first time I left and that sucked, I didn't want to do that again. I didn't think Bryan saw my eyes, but apparently he did. He had his face in my tummy for a bit, and it wasn't until I realized he wasn't being playful that he was crying.
Oh we had a nice cry and talked for hours. Just quiet little words exchanged, sort of like our pre-goodbyes again. I talked about myself and stuff, let him know that I have the same fears as him. I'm not sure if I offered any of lives great answers, but I did make him feel better for that night.
I also made myself cry, after we started being all smiling and stuff again. I described to him how deeply connected I am to my enviornment - and how I want him to be down here with me when I leave it for him. That connection needs to be witnessed by someone, so they understand it.
Not sure I ever had a more rewarding late night talk with anyone before. I love Bryan so much it's amazing. I slept very deep that night.
Very deep.
Oob.
At the airport, we had some time, so we just sat and whatnot, cuddling and talking. No tears or anything. Bryan ended up giving me a little memento to remember him by:
And it smells like his apartment, which is a very good thing.
I didn't start to tear up until my final kiss and the "I love you" came at the security checkpoint.
Yeah~ I could see him crying as he walked away.
That has to be the hardest thing. I escorted him to his flight once at AC, and now he escorted me to mine. Out of both experiences, having to actually walk away from your love to go back to your car for that long drive home is worse that actually flying away.
Before I went though, he drew a small raccoon on me:
And now I just kind of trace it whenever it starts to fade away, cause it's very cute and makes me think of him.
*happy sigh*
I love you Bryan, and you know how much of my life I'm going to change to be with you.
*kiss*
Like the AC post, the deviantness will be held off the main page for as not to scare any people away from reading.
Well last night I talked to dbzeag from genmay, very cool guy; and he also has a boyfriend that is long distnace, so he knows what boat I'm in. Woot.
Last night I had a dream, I can't remember anything about it now, except for one part I was on a one lane one way bridge thing, and I felt the need to accelerate to near 100, only to see the cars in front of me stop like 20 feet away. Depsite going that fast the collision was extremley minimal. I can't remember what happened before or after that, but it seems I just suck at driving in and out of sleepies.
Work
Latley it seems I am only getting 2 or 3 days a week for work :/ This was all good and fine during school, but right now I want a lot of money - because I gotta save up. I have been making nice tips though, and doing other people's sidework for $5 each, which any little bit helps.
Yesterday, my overheard one of the hostesses saying the manager was looking for a busser, and needed one quickly. I pounced on the oppourtunity and went to talk to my manager, reminding her my friend would kill to get a job here. She said yes on the stop and basically hired him without any interview or anything. He should be heading down in 2 hours to get orientated with the Stewart Anderson ways.
Welcome to hell, it smells like steak here.
Moving Update
Well we are coming down to the final 30 days until we have to move out of this house. Parents have been looking everywhere to find another one, and hopefully the house we end up in isn't more ghetto than this one, because this one rates pretty high up there.
I'm gunna miss this place though, because recently the skunks have been coming around more, with their babies. While it blows that they are here cause they spray and shit, the babies are the cutest things I have seen in a long while.
Adult Warning: By clicking to read the rest of the article, you will be reading detailed descriptions of sexual acts, involving me. This is your only warning.
Why you ask?
Well last night I decided I would try to play with my handcuffs. But apparently it was really early in the morning, around 5am.
... yeah.
So I awoke with one hand cuffed to my bed, and I'm not sure if anyone walked in and saw me or not x..x
That and I had a VERY deviant dream about a local chipmunk @..@; Heh, he looks all cute :P
Satisfied.
Ok... so my brother leaves these free lube and condom things around the house because... he sucks at hiding them.
So my dad comes out of the room holding a bottle of Wet Platinum.
Dad: "And look what we found again!" (to brother) :D
Bro: *just kind of stares*
Doc: *turns redder than the background of this website*
Dad: *looks over* "Oh..."
Doc: "Oh my god..." *jumps up and snatches it and throws into room*
Hilarity ensues.
So you know that feeling when your parents find your lube in the bathroom you left for some odd reason?
NO, YOU DON'T.
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Editorial Note: HOLY FUCK.
I really don't know where to start, I lost my napkin of notes so here I go. I will split this post into multiple items. What you can read here will be the normal con-going stuff.
On the link for "Read More" will be a shitload of pictures (over 170, warning FireFox users), and the deviant fun I had at the con.
The Days before AC
So about 10:45am on the 5th I decided it was time to get up and go pick ukp Nimbus from the airport. His flight was goign to get there around 11:52, so I had PLENTY of time. Just take I-880 to 92, to 101, to the SFO/Airport exit. You will get there in no time.
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Yes... no time.
About 25 minutes later, when I am crossing the Bay Bride (I will include a map to show everyone how badly I missed). I decided I should call my Dad (who was out boating with the family at the time) for the best course of action. His first response was "Oh damn you fucked up." He finally led me to the right freeways, and I managed to get to the airport.... about 20 minuts after his flight had arrived.
"No problem, he probably just got his stuff from the baggage claim." Then I heard "Paging Gordon Reynolds to baggage claim fdjoiwl"
fdjoiwl you ask? Well I couldn't really make out the number of what they said, so that was about all the information I had to go on. It only took about 20 more minutes of wandering before I walked outside and heard the sliding double doors open again. I turned around and saw a very, VERY, familiar face smiling back at me. Hoo boy was I nervous during that hug.
You know how great it is to meet a friend you haven't seen in months? Well imagine you've known that friend for well over a year, or that this is the first time you have ever seen him.
Yeah - imagine that hug ^..^~ I wanted to kiss him right there (and I found out he wanted to kiss me later), but I was a bit to scared to know if I could or not, hehe.
Once back home, my parents weren't home or anything, so we called over Cail and played Super Smash Bros. and the likes until they all got home. I called him over partly because I know Cail wanted to meet Nimbus, and it really worked out so my parents wouldn't be all afriad we were having insane amount of sex while they were away.
((I have to mention my parents were TERRIFIED over this entire ordeal. From me coming out of the closet, talking about some gay guy staying at our house, then moving off to stay a weekend at a hotel with him; they had plenty of reason to be worried. :P))
Parents came home, and they made sure I slept in my brother's room every night, as Nimbus used my bed. It kind of sucked that we didn't get a single second of time alone together, but oh well - they were worried about thier little Gordie :P
I gave Nimbus his little present, hehe. I bought him a simple bondage collar (I know he wanted a collar and I know he likes bondage so that seemed to fit) that had a small tag that read "Nimbus" and on the back said "Warning: Snuggling raccoon may result in arousal" because for the most part... that's true :P
I suck at Directions
We wanted to go to San Francisco, because we needed... *coughs*lube*coughs*, more on that later. Anyways, we took BART down to the South SanFrancisco the first day.
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Whoops.
The S.SF stop brings you waaaay the fuck away from ANYTHING remotley cool. Soooo... since it was kind of late and the last train to Fremont was in like 2 hours, we just headed home. Once we got back home, I didn't feel like calling parents and letting them know we were back so early. So we went to Safeway to get some fruit (see post about pineapple a bit ago) and Nimbus got a nectarine. Then we needed a leash for Nimbus. I mean... we had a collar, but needed a nice leash to go with it. We found this really cool looking one but it was like $30, and I didn't want to spend THAT much yet :P
We picked up this illegally cute raccoon plush and a leash. Keep in mind, we were wearing our tails everywhere we could, hehe. We called up Cail and went bowling, which to my dismay I lost. Both rounds.
Much sadness ;..;
SF Trip, V2.0
Next day, woke up a bit earlier so we could get to the city on time. We arrived on the Embarcedaro exit, which dropped us right in front of Pier 1. The first thing I wanted to do there was go to Pier 39.
APPARENTLY THAT WAS A LONG WAY AWAY.
Oh well, we managed to walk aallll the way down there, against the wind and whatnot. Once down there Nimbus picked up some sunglasses (in California :P) and a pair of girls stopped us, asking if we could get a picture with them, beacuse of our tails. We agreed, so somewhere out there two girls have a picture to remind them of "those freaks up at san fran.)
We wandered around the arcade, then startd to wonder where we could pick up our lube item we were questing for. We started walking then pulled out the map my parents had given me.
"Where the heck do you go to get this stuff at?"
"Castro is probably the only place I can think of."
We check the map and decided a trolly or some sort of public transportation would be the fastest way to do that. While walking though, Nimbus actually stopped us from walking right by an adult store. That was a fun thing to wander around in. Kind of wierd though, because the people there were like, "Are you aware you have a tail on?"
... I so badly wanted to remind them where they worked, but oh well.
We got some Wet Platinum (LOTS more on that later, best shit ever.) and were on our way. Sinse we didn't have a whole lot to do other than that... we just kind of headed home... I think. Yeah, we went home because that day we were flying out.
The Flight to AC
With a last bit of last minute packing I got all my stuff together. All my electronics, deviancy, clothes, and the likes. I was reaaaally nervous about flying. I mean... I don't like heights, and therefore don't really want to fly. On the drive over there my parents had this little 'attempt' at finding out what Nimbus' intentions were. With my mom's little line, "Sex isn't meant to be casual" that made everything a bit quiet for a bit we drove over there up to the check-in for our flight. We had our tickets confirmed and stuff and I said my goodbyes to the family.
I really have to thank them for letting me go, becasue I know at any second my dad could have and almost did say no, just cause he was so scared.
Anyways, we got through security, up until the point where they screen you. Because we were the only two people there, we had the fun of getting screened. So they brought us aside and sat us down, looking through our bags. The security gaurd got all "funny" and snapped a rubber glove on and asked Nimbus, "KY or Astrolide" which... being my first flight got me really nervous :P
They opened my bag and I'll just kind of give a list of what was said.
Inspector: *pulls out tail* Tail?
Doc: Yeah... I wear it.
Ins: Ok... *pulls out paws, looks over* So when's the rest of the suit comin' out?
Doc: *Blushes* That's about it.. heh...
Ins: *pulls out army jacket. Looks through right pocket, pulls out leash. Looks over at Doc.*
Doc: *blush*
Ins: *Puts leash away, looks into other pocket, pulls out lube. Looks over to co-worker, mumbles something, looks over to Doc and puts it away* You boys have fun now.
Doc: *chuckles* Heh.. yeah.. fun..
So that was great fun indeed, first time flying I get screened and proved to be a deviant, :P
We boarded the plane and managed to sit on the same row, next to eachother (thank you kind people who moved). I think you can ask Nimbus, I was scared as hell. So scared. Oh man so scared. He helped me through it though, so it was all good after we took off.
The plane flight over was LONG though. We left the airport around 12am and then flew.... flew a long way away. I have a few pictures of the plane flight, especially one of Chicago. I couldn't really tell where the water ended and the sky started. Kind of pretty.
Sleep was becomming a much needed commodity. I was up around 9am, and when I get sleepy I either get really chuckly, or really pissy.
This was a pissy time.
Nimbus on the other hand was going crazy. Which was cute, but still going freaking crazy.
I passed the boredom with airplane napkin origami though.
Didn't last too long, as I needed sleep, was nearing 24 hours of no sleep.
Welcome to Anthrocon 2004
So FINALLY, we get there. Or actually, we find out we can't get into our room just yet, so I collapsed against a wall and fell just about asleep. I think I remember people introducing me or whatnot, but I really can't recall. All I know is I wanted to sleep and for once Pink Floyd was making me tired. That scared me.
They ushered us into the bottom lobby, where I quickly slept, or tried to sleep. I heard Eevee, Mewwie, Frankie, Kupok, and others talking. I didn't want to be all anti-social but I really, REALLY needed some sleep. Just when I thought I was about to fall asleep... they decided to test the musical crap for the dances.
We were sitting right next to it.
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Yeah... I really needed my sleep.
Oh well, they finally let us into our room, where I promptly crashed. I crashed for about 13 hours or something. I can't even remember. I remember waking up around... (well not waking, I never fell completley asleep at the con, I heard everything) some time in the morning. It was still night time so I walked around and found a shopping place, where I promtply bought two boxes of doughnuts. Little did I know those would be near the only things I would eat.
I got back to the hotel, and decided to meditate out on the grass and watch the sky for a bit. Nimbus and Kupok were long gone by the time I woke up, out mingling so I took advantage of the time alone.
Once back at hotel I ran into Nimbus, and we had fun at the hotel room (I will be blogging about everything deviant much later on, in the extended post). Ice is fun :D.
Here is where I begin to lose track of time, so in the sake of not looking stupid, I'm just going to go through this list of stuff I have. I wrote this all down on a napkin to talk about so it might sound all fragmented.
The art auctions were fun to go to. I wish I could show you some of the cool things people were bidding on, but they would castrate me. I didn't bid on any adult art, because I still live at home and a picture of like, two foxes licking and spooging and whatnot - no matter HOW cute, wouldn't be taken kindy by my parents :P
Nimbus bid on some adult art, two very nice minimalistic pieces. They have boobs though, so everyone is giving him a hard time about it. If he takes pictures I'll put'em up, because they are very nice.
I won something in the general auction however. It's this really colourful acrillic dragon painting thingy. It will be shipped to me eventually, so I'm all excited.
The adult voice auction was interesting though. Nimbus wanted to sit up front, but was talked down by Nightcat :P. It's sort of odd to see people bid on porn... and maintain complete professionality about it - other than a few jokes here and there.
"Fa la la la la la la la~" comment during the Donner on Dasher piece.
Some of the art things though... had guts to put them up. I'll take this time now for anyone who uses photoshop. If I can go through and name the filters you used, don't use them. From background filter whoring, to entire pieces down in photoshop, some of that art really wasn't suited for those who knew what they used to make it. When I can look at it and go, Blue outside glow, 2 pixel width, with 3 pixel spread - then you've made it much to obvious.
But then again I don't have anything up there so I can't talk about it.
I got to meet some furs from Nimbus' area, such as Nightcat - who was very cool. I also didn't know Fel was from that same area, it was kind of cool to watch him sketch.
I also got to meet all the furs I talked to, like Mewwie and Eevee. I didn't talk a whole lot with them, like at all. But that was because most of my time was spent mingling around with others and stuff. I ran into DaveQat, who I found could pick me up over his head @..@ That was actually more scary than I wanted it to be.
I know I SAW AX, but then I didn't say anything, and when I turned around, it was like... too late. Oh well, perhapds next year I can say hello or something.
Those donuts. Oh sheesh. Let me just make of list of everything I injested during the weekend.
1. Boxes of chocolate donuts.
2. Coke.
3. Denny's.
4. TGI Fridays.
5. Nimbus by product.
6. Blech pizza.
And that's it. Then again, the whole con-experience left me not caring about what I really ate, hehe or drank for that matter. I so need to play DDR though. Three of those little donuts has over 300 calories, and about 4 boxes of them were consumed between me and Nimbus @..@;
Nightcat also needs to learn not to call Nimbus while he isn't around. So far he has "inturrupted" on "quality time" with Nimbus and I twice :P. But according to him we were "fucking like rabbits."
2 was freaking hilarious. For those of you who don't know 2, go to http://www.ranting-gryphon.com and listen to some of his rants. Furry or not they are hilarious. One of his greatest jokes was him just talking about how great thigns would be in the old times, where you would just draw what you want on the wall, all you cared about was eating meat off a stick. He said something like, "We just need a place where we sit around having sex with anything that has a hole, eating meat on a stick, and drawing porn for eachother." He took a second and looked at the crowd, "Oh wait, this is Anthrocon." and the crowd just bursted in applause. It was great. I almost didn't know it was him, beause the last time I saw him, he had this hair stuff. Now he's bald. :P
Uncle Kage's story hour was the next day, which we made sure to get in early to see. Uncle Kage is an interesting feller. He walks along that line of annoying me and being really funny. I don't know why. Anyways, his stories were really funny. This poor guy can't just go and do anything without something funny happening to him :P
His opening act was SpazFox, the same guy that oppened up for 2. He is pretty funny, and uses his dyslexia for his benifit, haha.
I also got a chance to think of my character. I love being a Charmeleon, but the only problem is I don't have a lot in the way of explaning myself without seeming crazy. Thats why I wore a foxtail around the con, just to be a trendwhore. After talking with Nimbus, I decided when I get a fursuit, it will be a chubby otter one. I really, really, really want a fursuit, because it feeds into my need to be really silly and everything.
I decided on an otter because they are like... flexible. I found out that I can like... do things with my penis that I normally shouldn't be able to do, and I'm double jointed in many MANY places. That and I like being playful and cute and stuff, hehehe.
Oh, on the last day of the con, when we had to check out we kind of woke up late due to... fun last night. Usualy Kupok sleeps until around 2pm, but when we woke up this time he wasn't there. We had to check out in like 2 hours, and the moogle was nowhere to be found. Panic. We moved everything to a friend's room next door, and hopefully he got his stuff, because we never contacted him.
No more AC
So we caught a cab ride back to the airport after a less than grand goodbye. We really need to stay an extra day :/
The flight back didn't seem to take as long, mainly because we kept slipping in and out of sleep. At this point I was starting to get kind of sad, because I knew Nimbus had to fly back to Washington soon... and I began to feel myself REALLY like him and whatnot~
We got on the first plane around 8:45pm and arrived at the LasVegas airport around 11:38; our connecting flight boards at 11:22.
SHIT. *run*
We manage to catch it and plop down for the much shorter flight to San Francisco. My parents already said I had to find a way home so I immediatley suggested BART, because a cab home would cost near if not more than $100. It was around 2am and BART doesn't open up until 4am.
This made me feel really bad, because I felt as if I should have planned something better, and now I'm dragging Nimbus everywhere like this. The poor boy was really tired and I realized that when he fell asleep any chance he could. I let him know he could sleep as I stay awake making sure we got on the right trains at the right times.
We got to BART, and I worked out the transfers. We got on the first train and rode it a few stops, getting off. Then we got to Balboa park. This was an outside station, and the wind was very cold. I have this thing about very cold wind. If I just sit out in wind like that for too long I really will start crying because I get scared. It's pitiful, but yeah - it was that kind of scary spooky wind. I kept rubbing Nimbi's legs, so at least he wouldn't be cold and miserable because I felt like this was my fault some how.
The next train said it was goign to be an hour, but with some clever working I found out I could get a train going to Fremont if we take another transfer. About 7 more stops, we were in Uninon City, the BART station I needed to go to. The only problem is, the only bus running near my house literally was going to take an hour, and there wasn't any way around that short of walking. Figuring it was now 6am (remember what time we left?) I called my mom and she picked us up.
Once we got home Nimbus cooked us some eggs and bacon, cause I suck at cooking.... bad. It was really sweet of him to do that n..n~
My mom took off for work and bother took off for summer school so for once we had the house to ourselves. More on that in the deviant post.
Once things progressed passed that, I called Cail over so he could get his porn I bought him and so he could spend the last few moments with Nimbus. The only problem was, I underestimated how tired I was after that bit of fun and nearly 20 hours of no sleep. I think him and Nimbus played SSB:M for a bit, but when I awoke he was gone. I also felt bad because this was the last day Nimbus would be at my house and like... I fell asleep.
We decided to get some food before he took off so we went down to Carl's Jr. Apparently they don't have them up there where he lives, so it was fun.
They also call it "pop". It's cute in a hick kind of way :P
We got that double $6 burger thing, which I couldn't get near finishing @..@;
After that we drove home and he packed up for his final flight home.
The Final Moments
Hoo boy. Emotional.
On the drive over there I looked over and saw some tears on Nimbus' face, which got me all sad. I suggested he sleep until I got there, because we really were near the end of our emotional ropes.
Once we got to the airport, and he checked in, we just walked over to a wall and set the stuff down. He hugged lightly, all was good. Until I felt Nimbus cry. Oh boy... that did it. Open up the emotional gates. In seconds I began crying as well, holding tightly. We moved away from the monitors to a wall as we cried more.
God we sobbed for a long time. So many emotions ran through the both of us. So many tears. This was the moment where everything that wanted to be said got out.
Though all the tears I admited what I felt around the second day of the con.
I love Nimbus.
And then I quickly told myself that was wrong. I don't love Nimbus. Nimbus is a raccoon online.
I love Bryan. That's who I love. I don't love a character, I love this boy. He has given me the best weekend of my life, and now... I am who I want to be. I want to be with Bryan, I want to be with Nimbus.
God I didn't want to let him go. But I had to. That last kiss seemed to last forever. Then I let him go~
I got back to my car and just sat on my trunk, sobbing as I watched the planes take off. I sat there for an hour and a half, until I was sure Nimbus' plane took off.
He took my heart with him, and I kept his~
Ok, so far I have gone 2 days without any meat.
Holy crap this is harder than I thought. I want Taco Bell like a mofo.
Eating lots of fruit will actually make your semen taste better.
Time to test this one out.
Also, I found an old baby picture of me ^..^;
Well today I went over a new furiend's house (he's on my friend list under Mirgar) and I found out snuggling is a lot better than sitting around playing FF:XI.
A lot better.
I also reassured the fact that I am gay. Quite gay. #^..^#
Need to work on gag reflex.
*murrs*
