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January 31, 2005

I Suck at WoW

I get into my first duel today, a level 20 Hunter. I'm a level 20 warrior so I know it will be a hard battle, that pet will be a bitch to defeat. He seems a bit cocky but I go ahead with it.

And I win.

But I die.

wtf?

Everyone around me was kind of confused on what happened.

Got Bored. Had Photoshop.

January 30, 2005

Spring Break Plans

So yes, I am going to fly back up north for 9 days this time (each time is getting longer, huzzah) to be with my boooooyyfriend n..n!

PS: I rock.

Itinerary: Saturday, March 19 SAN JOSE CA(SJC) to SEATTLE TACOMA WA(SEA) Depart SAN JOSE CA(SJC) at 01:15PM and Arrive in SEATTLE TACOMA WA(SEA) at 03:25PM

Sunday, March 27
EATTLE TACOMA WA(SEA) to SAN JOSE CA(SJC)
Depart SEATTLE TACOMA WA(SEA) at 10:55AM and
Arrive in SAN JOSE CA(SJC) at 01:00PM

January 29, 2005

True Love Waits


I just bought this CD off of Amazon for like $10 or something. It's "True Love Waits: Christopher O'Riley Plays Radiohead". I'm usualy not a big piano buff, but hearing some of these songs in the flowing sound of piano just makes the music sound so much more powerful.

I'm also blown away that they managed to remix it to play with just a solo piano.

January 27, 2005

WoW Shots


Haha. I win.


Don't jump off this. Trust me.


Is it bad I want to hump my own race? (That's not me)


I go sleepy <3
And you can see coon in bottom, hehe

o rly mr.southwest?

http://southwest.com/hotfares/041102_northwest.html (Flying from Oakland/SanJose)

It seems that I can fly up to Seattle for $59. Roundtrip would be $118.

... *blink*

I made $112 in tips a few nights back.

:D

Now I just need to think of an excuse to go and see him. Also have to find out what time I have off school and crap. *dance dance dance*

Want to Post

But I don't know what to say ^..^

January 25, 2005

Can't Think of Title

I just read Nimbi's LJ as he gets a lot of feelings out about past relations, and then he got the reply he wanted. Or at least some kind of reply from his former boyfriend.

That got me thinking, I want to make amends with Navleen (mousegirl), but I can't. I don't have any way of ever contacting her again, her email address has changed since I've last tried it; I doubt she reads this...

I still have a binder of stuff we collected together, letters, pictures, etc etc. I'm not sure what to do with it. It's in a box with all the letters I have gotten from her, just sitting there.

I'm not angsty or even sad right now, I just kind of want to know what to do with it all, if she wants that binder back, I was only supposed to hold onto it for a little while, but then we e-mailed and she found out I was going out with Bryan. I told her I wouldn't, because at that time I didn't think what I was feeling for him was anything past friendship. Fastforward through AC and just talking with him more and thsoe feelings finally came to head.

So yeah.

What do I do with it? It's like a weight of burden that sits in my room, cause I know I messed her life up a bit.

I know she goes to Ohlone as well, and I do now too (for this semester). I'm actually scared I will run into her at the bookstore or something, or someone she knows or something. I remember I passed her at a mall during christmas, she was with her sister. I know her sister saw me, but I don't think she remembers how I look. I didn't make eyecontact with Navleen, but I know she heard my voice - you don't forget voices of those you cared for.

I could have at least looked at her, but I was so afraid that there was still nothing but hate that I just keep walking away.

Emotions are quite good at keeping the body sharp, I've learned that much n..n;

Note: I am not sad, angsty, depressed or anything like that, so please don't try and give me advice, I just felt the need to sympathize with my 'coon, and while doing so I kind of expelled this babble ^..^;

Permalink

It has occoured to me that people don't know they can click the "Permalink" link at the bottom of every entry to see the full image I have posted. Something are too large so instead of messing up my design I just hope they click that link to view the whole image.

I also try not to post anything huge.

Solaan: Level 15


I'm on the Whisperwind server under the name Solaan (suprised?)

January 22, 2005

What happened in Sep?

January 21, 2005

Distinction

Found a new comic, it's liberal and political, but I fall closer to that side so it's kind of funny. And this one makes me smile. A lot.

http://www.idrewthis.org

January 19, 2005

EQ2 For Sale

Yeah. I'm selling my EQ2 game, complete with everything that came with it and the time I have invested into it (whatever little bit that was).

The time I have invested has left me with two characters, both with no real amazing items at all *shrug* Both of them are located in the Permafrost server.

Level 17 Dwarf Warrior (Located in Qeynos, the "good" side)
Level 12 Iskar Bard (Located in Freeport, the "bad" side)

I was just charged for this month (or last month, not sure how SOE works) so if I cancel my account I believe I have a full month still left on it that you can then put in your CC information and just be on your merry way.




Like I said, I don't really have anything amazing on these characters, so I'm just asking $25 for the game and the time invested, shipped and all.

I can take paypal, but please no credit cards.

If you want dibs, contact me via:

email: drgamez@itsthedoc.net
AIM: X DrGamez X
YIM: xdrgamezx
ICQ: 158923676

I check my e-mail every day, about 10 times, but instant messaging is probably the best way to get to me.

January 18, 2005

Computer Lab

Ha ha. I am using the comptuer lab at school, and they are using Panther *drool* :O~

Hopefully this class wont suck, this semester I am only taking two classes after all :/

I talked to my mom a bit about how blase I have been feeling about school and she seemed to understand, suggested I take a management class so I can move up in resturaunt businuess faster. I hope I don't get stuck in that career for the rest of my life, that will be quite depressing n..n;

Oh, and I don't know when I'll be back "online" at home - we kind of... moved.... again.

yeah.
^..^;

January 15, 2005

#agnph crew


So this is an ongoing kind of project of mine. I will be expanding this picture to add in more and more people as they hang around longer.

You can see it in a bit of action over at the thread

http://www.agnph.com/forums/viewtopic.php?p=6526

January 14, 2005

Chemicals Make Doc Happy

Mmm endorphins.

DDR is fun.

January 13, 2005

:(

I feel like a loner.

Right now FC is going on and I don't even have anyone to go hang out with if I wanted to go. And on top of that even if I did want to, I have work for the next 4 days, so I have to leave before anything cool happens.

I think I just feel lonley right now. Really lonley.

I feel bad when friends come around, because I have fun with them, but I have no desire/knohow or whatever to go and initiate people interactions.

I'm a hugely social person who lives their life as a loner. :(

Quest to the BlockBuster!

So yet again it was time for another quest in the great life of Doc. Today's quest to Blockbuster proved to be a most formiddable one, and to further my cause I had every moment documented in hopes my word reaches further generations of younge adventurers.

The day started early enough, the sun shining bright. Oddly enought it was not just over the horizon as one would hope and come to believe - it was in the midday sky.


As I lay, sleeping silently in the garments of the night before I feel the grasps of consiousness dragging me to awaken.


Bright eye'd and bushy tailed I sprung up, it was time for the day to begin!


"What be this manner of impotence?!" I exclaimed as I looked over at my timepiece.


Thirty eight after two read the clock, and also - my demise.
"I must hurry, I have a quest to complete on this fine day!"


Quickly I examined my armor. No. This would not do. I was in the peasant's clothing of the night, if I were to survive a journey I would have layer on armor, for I was not going to sit around and wait for a fellow band of adventurers today.


Quickly I dressed, having problems with the mighty 501 jeans, which held a +5 gayness factor.


Once completley clothed I examined myself again. Yes this would do. I know had a +5 against physical cold with the jacket, and combined with the pants I was set for battle.


I grabbed my primary weapon, the Verizon of Justice, giving me a +4 against dropped calls.



Also upon rummaging I found my portable timepiece and wallet, making sure I had plenty of gil before heading out into the great unknown.


In the common room I reviewed the bulliten board for my quest of the day.
"Ah, it appears my services are needed for this grand day. Very well then. OFF TO BATTLE!"


But something did not feel right. As I looked down I saw that my mighty boots of valor have gone missing.
"Heavens no!" I exclaimed. "How is one expected to go into battle without thine proper footwear?"


Fortunatley they were not far from my person. Lacing and buckling up my warboots I felt my armor increase slightly, as well as my protection against cold feet.
Outwards now I bounded towards my mount, a most galliant of steeds of which the name "Honda" has adorned.


"Ah yes good girl. How be thee this fine mor- mid-day?"

"We need traveling ministrils and bards to help us on our quest!" I told my steed.
Quickly I switched the digitial bard tuning device to 107.7, for the rolling rocks of a more classic generation.



My steed neighed and backed up in fear, alerting me of the precense of an unholy creature. "What be this!"
Turning and unsheathing my Verizon of Justice I saw it was the dreaded orange beast of the Frontern Yard.
I decided a battle at this time would be unwise, so I tactfully slipped away.


I started my steed a running, the RPMs slamming to a dangerous level.


I passed a speed regulatory information plaque, realizing that I may be breaking the law at this very moment.


As I looked down I saw, yes I was. A thrill of exileration swept through my loins as I destroyed the speed advisement in a matter of seconds.



Upon the road of highwaymen I came across fellow travelling advernturers. But they were too slow for my tastes.


With lightning speed I blasted around yonder foes, only to feel quite weak as a level 55 exterminator, apparently he had Pathfinding activated at the moment.


Finally I have arrived. The busting of blocks! Quickly I departed from my chariot.


Yes, they were open, and the temptation to spend my gil on pointless shiny objects was high, but NO! I had a mission in mind and a quest yearning in my heart.


I did not have time for face to face interactions, I desired a more direct way of return the items I had so borrowed from my fellow man. "Godspeed" I whispered as I released them from my grasp.


Quickly I reversed my charioted steed, hunger was now gnawing an empty hole of desire.


I traveled further onwards, noticing the path becoming a bit more beaten and worn down, I was to be at my toppest shape if I were to survive such an encounter this time.


"Yes! I can spot it!" I feel a warm irradecent glow of the McDondaldsworthian shop, as I decide I thirst for something unique.


"Ah. I do quite believe I will drive through and have my items handed directly to me, for this is truley and age of mystery and future."


Something was not right with the menu. Adding two and two together I realized I might be in a lesser developed area. Truely, my $20 bill will seem quite large and fancy to these simple people.


As I got my total I drove away, not wanting to cast my eyes upon such an ugly display.


As I rode up to the first window something seemed odd. The person behind the glass was a different person, quite formiddable.


As the glass slid open I spurred my chariot. It was a level 43 isajeep! I stand no chance against his hip-hop and leaning backwards.


I see my final item in view now, slowing down from my full on srpint from the first window had made this mythical item all the better to recieve.


Yes!
Shaken milk of chocolate get!
With this I feel my hunger and thirst both go down, not many items in this world can do this to the pallete.


As I glanced over across yonder highway, I see a whole herd of isajeep younglings. Apparently their battlegrounds have emptied out for the day, and they were heading straight in my direction.
"QUICKLY! Escape!"


The sky was getting quite dim now, as I quickly sipped on my drink to calm me.


I had to slow my chariot to a crawl as I waited for some elders to cross the highway.


It only seemed one thing after the other as right after the elders passed there was a large tank in front of me, hogging up most of the highway in my direction.
"I must hurry, thine isajeeps are after my soul!"


Once passing the slow moving tank I came across a bus. A short bus of sorts, apparently a new batch from the newbie island have arrived.


I felt especially thirsty as I put the plague of isajeeps behind me. I took a very large drink of my shaken milk, feeling my strength recovered by 83 points.


BUT ALAS! I failed to diarm the freezing brain trap!
A powerful force of cold mental energy blasted through my body, costing me a very unhealthy amount of health.


Once I got over my head freeze attack faded away I waited to turn left back on to my private common.


And finally I was back at my house, but the evil prence that was here for some reason did not feel quite vanquished.


Yes. Behind yonder thicket I can see the orange beast again. This was the final stand between me and my ultimate victory.


"NOW IS THE TIME TO FIGHT BACK!"
With my Verizon I quickly dished out over 100 damage, sending the beast back into his unknown world of doom.


With a mighty kick I slammed into the door, dealing 51 crushing damage and flinging the door open.
"Home."


As I gazed upon my wares I felt a sence of peace flow over my being.
"Yes. I my quest has been completed."


I look forward to questing again.

Missed a Quest?
1. Quest for the Ice Cream
2. Quest for the Park and Ride

Template Problems

So I checked a box I probably shouldn't have. So if you see any templates really messed up, please try to tell me, it's doing a lot of weird things.

Dear Jamster

I don't want your shitty cell-phone add-ons. Please stop spamming my TV with crappy ads.

January 10, 2005

Wow.

He looka like a Doc.
This is Zoopnazi from gen[m]ay. (I'm on left)

I thought it was me at first.

Closest pic I can get to that hair length

January 7, 2005

Back to Work

So yeah, I've been back to work for about 3 days now, and it feels good to be making money again. I forget how easy my job is in comparison to how much money I make. I work about 5 hours, walk around and talk to people, then walk home with $45-$80 a night, on top of my $7.25/hr. wages. So it's all good, I'm not broke anymore.

January 3, 2005

7 Days in Coonland

So yes, I am home after a week up with Nimbus. I am going to attempt to break it down day by day, but my memory isn't THAT good, so it will be jumbled. Not like it matters cause I can make shit up and you wouldn't know.

Sunday
So I started off my journey innocently enough.
By innocently enough I mean 4 fucking am. Thats how early I had to wake up, because my flight was at 6:30am. I wanted to get there early in the day so we could do stuff and have that little bit of extra time. So sleepily I dragged myself out of bed and my parents were kind enough to drop me off <3

I got onto the plane, seemed like a small one, but it didn't hit me that I was on a propeller plane until about 80% into the first flight (I had connecting flights in Portland.) I landed in Portland, OR to find out it wasn't on fire, which was shoking: Oregon is always on fire or something. It was raining however, raining pretty good, because everything was soaking wet. I gave coon a quick buzz to let him know I landed, and I talked to him, waking him up. I just had another flight from OR to WA, but it was delayed for about anohter 50 minutes, no biggie, but they owe me 50 minutes of snuggly time.

As I was flying into Spokane, WA I noticed the ground was VERY flat and baren. I remember Bryan telling me something like it was technically a desert. Which was weird, cause it was very cold... cold will follow this post.

I landed with relative ease and walked to get my bags quickly, right outside the security checkpoint was the raccoon. I melted so much when I first saw him smile, god that made me feel good. I gave him such a tight hug, and as soon as I nuzzled him I was comforted, it smelled like Nimbicoon ^..^

We drove back to his Grandmother's place, which was only like a short 10-15 minute drive. He had a bit of fun groping me, whining because we couldn't play with all his family around. That was one thing I had to watch, my gay level. Most of his family just believed I was a friend coming up to visit for the heck of it, only his parents knew/know that I am his boyfriend. So I had to keep hands and lisps to myself :P We shared one loving kiss before driving up into the house. Oddly enough I could see my breath. That was weird. The last time I was able to see my breath was in 6th grade, waiting for the bus one frigidly cold morning.

So I met his family, his mom, grandma, little brother, aunt... and some other people. I don't think I can recall a single name, but I met those people... I think. @..@; Because it was still morning time we didn't want to just sit around all day and do nothing. Movie sounded like the best idea, so we decided on going to see The Incredibles. That was a very fun movie, Bryan seemed to get a kick out of the small Edna Mole costume designer person, which was cute. And I got to be a bit gropey and whatnot, which is aaalllways nice.

We had lunch over at Red Robins, which I didn't know was a national chain. I found out we both always get the Royal Red burger, which was nice. Dunno why it was nice, but it was cool knowing something new about him, hehe.

When we got back from the mall and whatnot (and the elevator that would NEVER COME) we had the house to ourselves, which proved to be quite fun~ #o..o#

[Sex in boyfriend's grandmother's house: Check]

Nightime came and it was time for dinner. The entire family was there, so I was a bit nervous, but they all were very kind and nice, so that calmed me. We had some bbq (not even going to try and spell that word right now) and it was quite nice. Except the fact the 'coon wanted to feed me more, even though we had Red Robins earlier that day. This will also be a common occurance, his family trying to make sure I got enough food when the glass of milk probably filled me up.

While at the mall we picked up some games. I got Street Fighter Aniversary Edition (omg love it), a memory card, and another controller for when I get back home with my brother. He picked up Metroid Zero mission and Super Mario Advanced 3 (Super Mario World). We got a room to ourselves, but we had seperate beds. I quasi snuggled with him on the larger bed and was drawing as he was playing Metroid, running around all armor-less or something, it was cute.

This is also when I found out I enjoy drawing when I have happiness around me. It's why I scribbled like 9 things in my 6.5 days I was up there. I didn't scan all 9 because I didn't like how some came out, but still - I drew a lot. Anyways, back to snuggling. When everyone was asleep the coon crawled into my bed for some deviant fun and whatnot, then some light snuggling. Unfortunatley we didn't want to risk getting caught, so he cralwed back into his bed after we were getting really tired.

[Sex in boyfriend's grandmother's house: Check.... again]

PS: I probably wont be able to remember as much detail for the middle of my week there, just how the mind works.

Monday

Time to wake-up, start the day again. Apparently the coon grabbed my cam and snapped this not to flattering picture of me about 10 minutes after waking up, still trying to steal the blankets back to sleep more. I stumbled downstairs after getting dressed and got some coffee, and had breakfast made for me, which I wasn't expecting because I was like... full off the coffee and never eat breakfast. It was nice though, I got to talk to his mother a bit. She confirmed the "rumor" that I will be moving up here, and we talked about me as she found out stuff about me and whatnot, she's a very nice person.

I really can't remember what we did this day so I will assume this is what happened here, and not Tuesday.

We headed off to another mall, where we met up with Bryan's mom and brother. I played Marc (his brother) DDR and lost; :[ Partly because I was making stupid mistakes and party because I was out of practice. THen again so was he so I just lost fair and square. I played Area 51 with the coon, realzing I suck at that game as well. So my gaming e-penis was feeling very small. I was wearing my 501s (tight pants) and so quickly found out that my boxers were finding ways into my ass so far I was beginning to taste them :p

They took off so Bryan and I wandered around the mall a bit finding another GameStop. This time however I resisted buying anything (I think), we just looked around until we got bored, so we went homeish. Or something. I know we probably did more but it really is hard to remmeber, especially a week later.

At home I had dinner, steamed rice and this soup stuff. It was actually quite good. I felt a bit out of place because I couldn't use chopsticks n..n; Last time I tried I swear everything except the house catching on fire happened. And I was kind of hungry, so I just munched with a fork.

That night we snuggled again, but this time he slept in the bed with me, because we weren't afraid of getting caught or something. I dunno. It was just really nice, quite worth the 3 months I had to wait to see him again <3

[Sex in boyfriend's grandmother's house: Check.... again... god I'm going to hell for this]

Tuesday
*scratches head* I don't even remember what I did this day. Well. Sorta I remember. I think. Oh well.

We went with his two brothers and his mom for lunch over at Zip's. They had really good burgers and these fried mushroom things. Wait. No. This was yesterday. Hah, yes. That was yesterday, no little brother.

Ok. Tuesday we went to this sandwich place, where they gave you popcorn to start you off, which Bryan was sucking down like a vacum.

They gave us reaaally good sandwiches, if not being huge. They had some hot mustard stuff which tasted like pure horseradish mixed with a touch of mustard. An unholy burn that tasted pretty good though. Eric (his smallest brother) tried a HUGE glob of it and... well let's just say he regretted doing so.

Afterword we headed over to CompUSA or BestBuy or something and picked up some stuff for the coon's iPod. And oogled over computer parts, because he really, really needs a new computer to play EQ2, Doom3, HL2, and the likes :(

That night we drove back to his place, and had to pack up a lot of his stuff, because he was there for Christmas, so he had a lot of presents to jam into his little truck.

The drive back was a bit uneventful. Kind of long and stuff but oh well, it was driving across HALF the STATE. We got out for a reststop, and thats when I realized how cold it really was @..@;

More seeing my own breath.


And it looks like his jack antenna ball went down on a yeti or something :P Oh and one more thing to add to my checklist.

[Giving boyfriend roadhead: Check]

Back at his place we had a bit of deviant fun with his cuffs and collar and stuff, hehe. Nothing too extravegent, I was just having more fun being around him~

[Bondange unfings: Check]

Wednesday
Well Bryan made us both pancakes in the morning. Really huge pancakes, but it was very sweet of him. *kisses him* God I love him~

I was playing the PStwo and whatnot, oggling the presents coon gave me for christmas:

(ps that rabbit is fucking HOT)

And he got a picture of me playing the game, naked of course - as all good times are had around Bryan.

I don't know what we did other than sit around naked all day and idly have fun with eachother. It was one of the best days though, just to be around him, not having to worry about school, work, anything. *Sigh* I really miss that day, hehe.

Because there was nothing to do up there we just lounged around playing games all day until nightfall, when we had to go to his parent's place nearer Seatle, more stuff to do over there.

Hrm. I don't know when I bought it, but I got Metal Gear Solid 3 and Bryan bought Sly Cooper and bought me Metal Gear Solid 2 for $8, great deal. Anyways, not much happened the night over his parents place, just some light snuggling, then sleep cause we were tired.

Thursday
The first thing I wake up to is Nimbi of course, hehe. We sat around and I coached Nimbi through some Paper Mario 2 as I drew some more, which felt nice, just kind of lounging with him and whatnot. Once again I'm getting mixed up but here I go, trying to remember what I did.

Coonie ended up getting a bit sad, because he was realizing my time was beginning to run short, and he really does care for me. God does he ever, I never have doubted it *holds*. We decided though, after a bit of tears, that we should at least try to do something. So we headed off to the mall with no real rhyme nor reason other than just to walk around in boredom. We walked into Hot Topic and looked around, Spencers, GameStop again, and the only thing that was bought was at FYE, I picked up Garden State (which I later just gave to the raccoon after looking at my shoutbox and seeing Andrew already bought it for me, hehe. BTW Andrew, if you read this give me your addy, I have to give you your present still).

We called his parents and asked if we are eating dinner there, and his mom said no, and suggest we go eat at Claim Jumpers. Holy christ I'm glad we did. It was a psuedo-steak house with huge portions. I mean... gargantuan portions. And it all tasted so good. It was also the first real resturaunt we had dinner at, so that felt very nice to be with Bryan there~. We had to take the rest of our food home, after consuming about 5 pounds of their honey butter stuff. Coonie ended up munching on the rest of it, hehe.

Once at home we snuggled up in our beds (still seperate) and I snuck online to say hi and check my mail and whatnot. We still had a bit of deviant fun however.

[Oral in boyfriend's parent's house: Check]

Friday: New Year's Day
I woke up to raccoon giving me a cup of coffee. It was very nice of him. God he takes care of me so much n..n; Want to just nuzzle him to DEATH. Raaaar!

Well we had a plan on what to do today, so Bryan's mom dragged us around Seattle and stuff, fist stop though was to get some Dicks. And wow Dicks taste good. They taste really good.

Then we were trotted off to the Waterfront, which was like the wharf down in SF, so it wasn't anything amazingly new to me. THey got some mini-donuts but I was still full from the Dick's I was eating earlier so I passed for now. There were some crazy street preformers though. One guy was just laden with balloons.

And this guy takes the cake. He was playing guitar, harmonica, and doing the hula-hoop AT THE SAME TIME. At one point he had the guitar behind his head. I mean that's fucking crazy multitasking.

Because it was New Year's eve, we stared picking up food for tomorrow's lunch/dinner thingy. So we headed on down to this one asian store, where I felt quite tall :D So I win.

We picked up like 20 things that I couldn't pronounce, but I was kind of excited to try new foods. Except sushi, I've had that many times before. I got bored so I started to take pics of seattle, so here they are. Enjoy or don't.






(you can see me in the lower left mirror, hehe)

So it was New Year's eve, the whole reason I chose this week. It wasn't a glorioius start to the year however, as it was a tearful embrace I had with Bryan, as my leaving was becoming more and more apparent, I wasn't goign to be able to stick around forever. After he dried his eyes a bit we headed to the guest bedroom, we were going to sleep there, in the same bed tonight.

[Sex in parent's house: Check]

Saturday
New Year's Day :D
Well all the tears were gone, so I woke up and took a shower, and coon came into the bathroom and fed me this chicken thing, while I was in the shower, :P

I forgot it's name but it was very good. I got a chance to eat just about everything we bought yesterday. EVERYTHING. Ugh x..o so full. There were these... brick things of sugar... jell... stuff. Yokon... or something? Not sure. But they were way to sugary for me, but Nimbi seemed to eat them down like crack. And yet again I couldn't use chopsticks, cause I am the lose with them :P

Not sure what we did that day, I think just played GameCube and drew some more, just more idly lounging around that I loved so much. Nightfall came and it was time to drive back to the 'coons place for the final remainder of the days.

We just idly played with eachother, cried a bit more because I left tomorrow, found out that my throbbing penis drives the racoon crazy, and took some fun pictures of eachtother and so forth, hehe. I am really missing holding him next to me and just slowly rubbing his tummy - that puts him to sleep almost instantly, it's cute.

By the way, I've never seen snow until that trip so things like this scared me:

And I still think Fred Meyer looks like a mall threw up in that store, haha.

Sunday
Yeah. Time has come. More tears~ More sadness. We left around noon, for the flight left at 4:30pm and we had to get across half the state. We picked up some Burger King and headed out with my iPod and a bit of sadness in both our hearts taht these were the last moments we were to spend together for who knows how long again. We talked and just enjoyed the moment, even though it was really snowy and crap.

I'm not sure how his truck does it, but Nimbi's truck doesn't need a key other than to start it.

Notice the RPMs, it is on.

We got to the airport~ But we were there like an hour or so early, so we just sat in the truck. Oh yeah.

[Giving eachother head in the parking lot of a busy airport: Check]

But the time came for me to get out and onto the plane. As we walked, Bryan pointed out some small bird tracks in the snow, of which I stomped my footprint into it, to be silly. I didn't know this would make him cry as he was walking back to his truck, which I can see would make me cry if it was him :(

My plane again was a little dinky prop plane.

Damn those things are bouncy as fuck.

Recap
So yeah, thats about all I can manage to type for now. I'm really glad I was up there, it gave me a chance to really get to realize that I am comfortable just BEING around Bryan. I am going to move up there, it is now 100% concreted into my brain and life.

Nothing is going to keep me from his love, he's such a sweetheart.

PS: If I forgot any images just browse the image directory

Some Pictures

MiniNim gnawing on his foot
Bad scribbles while on the plane
mmm. Overfeeding inflation
Motivating a raccoon-slug
Cute Baby Yoshi
God this is gay.

Back Home

Alright, I'm back home, have to post about my trip though, so stay tuned for that one.

January 1, 2005

Newsflash: Still Cold


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