Sss.... now?
What the fuck is... this stuff..?
I wake up and stuff, and just after I have fun with raccoon I look outside window and everything... EVERYTHING is covered in this white stuff.
And it's cold.
What the hell is this stuff?
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December 29, 2004
December 25, 2004
Bye Bye :D
I will be gone for an ENTIRE WEEK; going to be up in Washington state visiting my boyfriend <3.
If you need to call me just do so, my cellphone will still work.
(510)299-0463
Merry Christmas
Yes. I am quick with the pictures because I'm a giant blogging whorebag.
Oh snap.
Bui got me this, it's fucking AMAZING to read.
Secret Santa at work got me this, haven't installed the game yet :P
Shinkuu Tetsap.... something something...
December 24, 2004
The Final Stance
It's always fun to end your really hard DDR song with that dramatic turn to the audience.
December 22, 2004
Freakin' Ninjas Man
Someone asked me to draw ninjas.
CyberDog
Somone asked me to draw this, I don't think they really expected me to come back in 10 minutes with the actual image though :P
December 20, 2004
Diversify. Werd.
Not sure what it is, or why I drew it. But I did. So... yeah.
December 17, 2004
Cure within grasp
This makes me very happy :)
Rutgers researchers may have stopped HIV
Piscataway, N.J. — Researchers at Rutgers University have developed a trio of drugs they believe can destroy HIV, the virus that causes AIDS, according to a published report.
I'm not gay >:(
http://www.faceanalyzer.com/member.aspx?id=1927
Personality Profile:
You especially enjoy the traditional way of life. Having drinks with your friends, attending parties and relaxing while watching TV are some of your simple pleasures. You may also enjoy physical exercise. Your driving force is to retire as early as possible, so that you can do the things you enjoy more often. Your main source of ambition comes from this desire.
You dont particularly like your job but you do it without complaining. You realize that the income that it provides is essential to your lifestyle. You are friendly yet competitive with your co-workers. This competitiveness may lead you to squander your earnings to match other peoples' possessions.
You operate most effectively when there is a set power structure, and the lines of authority are clear. You know your place in the ranks, you play by the rules, and will deliver what is expected of you. You do not care for responsibility; you would rather be care free.
Your view of other types
You sometimes disagree with Boss types, but you respect them for the most part. You may even be envious of their lifestyles. You find Academic types boring and uptight. You have very little in common with them. However some White collar types may respect the accomplishments for certain Academic types. You think that Artist types are unrealistic and immature. You like interacting with Charmer types, and sometimes envy their charisma. You perceive Gambler types mostly as loners and untrustworthy. However, since you may have to interact with them on a daily basis you are not hostile to them. You believe Drifters are too lazy to work for a living but you sometimes feel pity for them.
Other types' view of you
Boss types may have some things in common with Blue collar types, but for the most part they only interact with you during the course of business. Academics see White collar types as unsuccessful versions of themselves, but because of work situations they may have to interact with you often. Artists do not interact with you, for they consider you to be a slave of conformity. Charmer types may associate with you; they find that the collar types are the people that mostly want to hang around them. To the Drifter types your repetitive routines seem boring; they would prefer having more fun and excitement. They may however enjoy the company of some Blue collar types.
White Collar:
-Slightly more intelligent and ambitious than the Blue collar type.
Occupation Examples: Secretary, Police Officer, Telemarketer, Computer Programmer, Office worker
Blue collar:
-Less intelligent and less ambitious than White Collar.
Occupation Examples: Auto/Equipment Mechanic, Factory Worker, Electrician,
I'm Not Fun Anymore
xxx> Doc just isn't fun anymore.
Thats all I had to hear. I have become an ass... and I'm sorry. I don't normally disallow comments but I dont' want your pity right now.
I'm sorry.
December 16, 2004
Fever Dreams
So yesterday (and today) I was sick. I must have caught some sort of flu thing because I had a sore throat, headaches, and just overall shitty feeling. To add on top of it all, I managed to drag my dead ass out of bed and drive to school to take a final. I thougth the final started at 10:30am for some reason; that's what I had written down. Apparently it started at 9:45am.
So I missed my Rec10 final. Good job me.
Anyways, I don't really care, this semester as been nothing but crap, the real reason of this post was to explain a dream, or as best as I can remember it.
I'm not sure how or where it started, but I was walking around a really small department store or something, trying to call someone with my phone. I think I was trying to call Bryan, but I couldn't remember his number. I managed to get a call through, and I got Navleen. Oddly enough she answered the phone like nothing was wrong and she wasn't mad at me anymore. We talked for a bit and made arrangements to hang out sometime. Then I walked out of the store and apparently got into a truck with my family, I think it was our red truck. We went to make a u-turn and bumped into someone. So we pulled over to the side of the road and the other person pulled ahead to get a better parking job. My mom was driving and decided we could gun it, so she floored it and we raced away, with the person we hit in hot pursuit.
We were flying really fucking fast through what appeared to be the Niles district of Fremont, weaving in and out of traffic, barely missing anything.
Then the dream gets a bit shoddy as I don't remember how it ended up being me on roller blades doing the same thing. I was narrowly dodging people left and right, so they wouldn't see I had two pieces of cheesecake or something.
I wish I could remember more, but yesterday I laid in bed literally over 24 hours. The only time I got up was to get some medicine around 7am and then take a shower around 5pm.
December 14, 2004
Legs
I'm too lazy to take the other two parts of this quiz. So here.
December 13, 2004
Gen[M]ay Secret Santa
So I got my presents from my genmay secret santa! :D
First up was a package from ThinkGeek. Always rocking awesome.
Forgive the blurry picture but it is the binary clock that I wanted :D
Next up was this cubeish looking package.
Mmm. Quakecon 2004 swag. Too bad the shirts are XL and I'm like a... not XL. {skinnyboi}
Now I just have to figure out this clock on command.
December 12, 2004
December Has Been Lonley
Yeah, so if you look over at the calendar to the right, you will notice this month has been a bit lacking in the posts category. Thats because I have been busy with papers, finals, and all other sorts of fun school crapola. Good news is it's all over, save for two non-stress finals on Thursday and Friday of next week.
My grades should be OK, save for an F in my Art History class, which I gave up half-way through :/ Oh well, I doubt it will even transfer.
Speaking of transfer, I have to register for classes at Ohlone right now, or soon, or something. Not like I really want to, but I have to have some reason for my parents to think I'm still in school. Because even when I transfer up North to live with Bryan, I wont be going to school right away, unless there is a community college up there where I can polish off the rest of my GE credits.
Because to put it how vee put it "I feel like I'm rotting in college". I really do. I don't feel as if I'm doing anything productive, or working towards any kind of goal, I'm just there right now to continue being there until this life thing finally comes to me. I know I hear a lot of people say they are like this but it just isn't really fair for them not to tell us how they got out of it.
FurHouse
Everyone hopefully knows by now I am moving to Washington state in the next year. Then I was talking to vee and stuff, and he wants to move in with Kupok. And then it was brought up how awesome it would be to have Vee, Nimbus, Kupok, and myself all in the same house ^..^. It would be a bit crazy hectic with having to wrestle the coon away for unfings, but I think it would be fun.
And moving. People... please make sure I don't try to weasel out of this. I do that when things look really hard to do. Once the holiday seasons are over, I will be able to save a lot more money up again. In half a year I managed to save up $1,500; and that wasn't depositing how I am now. I used to just let the money auto take $25 out of my checking account every week. After the holidays I am going to be changing that to $50 a week, and be depositing $100 segments of my checks right into the savings account. I want to hit at least $4,000. I know I will need a lot more, but that should cover the expenses until I get all settled with a job up North, even though I should be transferred to the Black Angus up there with no problems.
But yeah, I have been thinking about HOW everything will be done, like... the actual move. Because I have my car down here, will I take it? Probably. This is one of those moves where I'm not certain if I will ever want to come back. Perhaps once in a great while (Holiday Son) but nothing other than a weekend stint back at home.
Then I have things like my bed I wouldn't mind taking up there, just so Bryan and I don't have to buy a bed for the apartment. But yeah... I am very excited to actually have some of this rolling and going. Because I want to get away. Bryan knows how crazy my family is (literally... crazy).
Week with a Con.
That's not misspelled, it's just a silly joke I have with Bryan.
Well I will be leaving on the 26th to spend a week up North with my love <3. I will be flying into Spokane, because that where he will be at for Christmas, and it's helluv a lot closer than Seattle at that point. He still hasn't told his parents that like... I'm coming ^..^; So we aren't sure if I'm going to stay over at his Grandma's house for a day or so or not.
I dunno how I'll be over at his Grandma's, probably all constantly nervous. Cause I do good with people, I'm a waiter: I have to be. But still, an entire extended family at one dose will be testing my people skills. One: I'm horrible, HORRIBLE with names. I will have to be constantly clinging next to Bryan and be poking him "who's that?"
Don't burn yourself
PS: If you call me in the middle of my week up in Washington and some really, really, really flaming queer picks up the phone... it's probably me.
^..^; Me and coon seem to get more and more flaming as we spend more time with eachother and isolated from people. Perhaps it was because we were at the con the other two times, and furcons are usualy saturated with gay, but I dunno.
Picture
I wish I had my other camera to take this pic, I just think I look good in it despite long hair.
Sketches
I have been trying to draw stuff to practice. If these look familiar it is because I'm doing nothing more than copying and pasting with my eyes.
December 10, 2004
Merry Christmas To Me~! (say as gay as possible plz)
Well I got a KILLER christmas present from an admirer, but intead of shocking you all, you will have to click the ever so fun link:
So I opened my door and what did I see?
A nice little package was staring back up at me.
With a bit of quieted haste I moved into my room to open it, for if it was who I thought it was, I would need the NSFW-ness.
Cutting open the box I saw something fall out.
Apparently a card of sorts.
What a nice card it was :O~
That deer is pretty hot. :P (kidding~)
The message inside was sweet, and I can tell he really meant it all. <3 He deserves snuggles and stuff from me now.
But with the <3 part out of the way, it was time for the package itself. With a steady hand I go to open it up.
ALRIGHT! NEWSPAPER!
Wait. No... that is the packing, so it gets BETTER THAN THIS?!
I open it up more and find a discreet looking black bag. Hrm... What could this be? Reaching in I pull out the first item.
Oh my~
But whatelse is in this funbag of sorts?
Already I'm a bit... 'excited' over it all.
I think it makes a fine conversation peice, don't you?
A nice little package was staring back up at me.
With a bit of quieted haste I moved into my room to open it, for if it was who I thought it was, I would need the NSFW-ness.
Cutting open the box I saw something fall out.
Apparently a card of sorts.
What a nice card it was :O~
That deer is pretty hot. :P (kidding~)
The message inside was sweet, and I can tell he really meant it all. <3 He deserves snuggles and stuff from me now.
But with the <3 part out of the way, it was time for the package itself. With a steady hand I go to open it up.
ALRIGHT! NEWSPAPER!
Wait. No... that is the packing, so it gets BETTER THAN THIS?!
I open it up more and find a discreet looking black bag. Hrm... What could this be? Reaching in I pull out the first item.
Oh my~
But whatelse is in this funbag of sorts?
Already I'm a bit... 'excited' over it all.
I think it makes a fine conversation peice, don't you?
December 9, 2004
Hopefully.
Well, I have installed a plug into my blog that will allow people to make comments without me having to moderate them. Unless they start sounding like spambots, when you make a comment, it will be immediate.
Hopefully.
and ps: Christmas shopping for 'coon is complete :D
December 5, 2004
Notify List
If you go under my friends list, you will see a small box in which to stuff your email address. If you do so, you will be updated when I update my blog.
Incase you really want to. please.... <3
Testing Markdown
I am just going to be testing a bunch of new plugins I'm downloading.
Hopefully they work
If they do, vee will be very happy, because it should be XHTML formatted.
Backwards Songs
http://www3.telus.net/jefmil/stairwaybackwards.htm
Ever wonder about those secret satanic messages? Neither did I, but this is still cool.
The trippiest fucking one is "Empty Spaces" I thought that was a fucking backwards message in the gibberish of that song. :D
edit: I fixed the link
http://www.agnph.com
So it finally happened; Nintendo came down with their goons and shut it down.
"How do you feel?" Is what I've been asked a lot today.
I guess I feel happy. Happy that it's over, that I don't have to run that site anymore, that I wont have to listen to IP or Igg bitch and call me "FAG" every 10 seconds online.
And I'm happy I still have my friends at #AGNPH.
But I want to get a video of me, pissing on NOA's headquarters. They do locate in Washington ya know~