It's The Doc!

Ok, so far I have gone 2 days without any meat.

Holy crap this is harder than I thought. I want Taco Bell like a mofo.

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So making this an LJ icon.

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Eating lots of fruit will actually make your semen taste better.

Time to test this one out.

Also, I found an old baby picture of me ^..^;

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45 minutes =

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:O

MUST BUY.

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Cail wishes he was a woman.

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Well I might as well show you all what I have been wasting about 1day and 20hours on so far. I'm still look about the same, even though now I have the money to upgrade my clothes. I might soon ditch the hat for a hooded robe, if I can find one that gives more mind or something.

I'm so small I hafta get on small little stools to fight my baddies ^..^; I picked the smallest race, and then the smallest body type. I think some rabbits are as tall as me @..o;

This is a very, VERY, big building. I mean I have to be at least a half a minute run away from it, and it still looks pretty impressive. It's one of the warp points. If you are a white mage, (high level) you can warp to about 6 different ones around the land. Cool thing is people pay good money for simply using your magic points, mwhaha.

Holy crap my twin! :o
The only problem with having all the good low level stuff, is... everyone else already has it, :P

They run from my massive powar!
Mwhaha.

Penny Arcade Remix
If you love Penny Arcade, then check out PA Remix. A bunch of japanese students got together and just wrote in their own comics on blank Penny-Arcade comics, sterotyping America best they could. I got a zip file of them all if you don't want to waste time clicking.

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I now will have to approve your comments.

UNLESS you sign up with TypeKey.

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Well I just leveled up in Final Fantasy: XI to 11 now. So I got Cure II.

And my White Mage penis feels huge.

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Well I disabled the TypeKey system, because for some reason it is crapping out on Internet Explorer.

Fucking idiots who still use that program, I swear :/

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1) New design. It's all tough and gloomy. I'm not depressed, just wanted to make this :P

2) I hate to do this but now you must sign up before you can comment. When you click to comment on this blog, it will ask you to sign in, and then create an account. This is a good thing because, one: I get no more spam comments, Two: nobody falsley poses as you, Three: You can use that same login for any MT blog you find (Linkshot, CailsCorner, etc)

Once again I hate to od this to you all but I am really tired of the spam comments.

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Blows.

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Yeah... I broke my site so I'm stuck with a default template until I fix it all.

edit: its fixed.

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I just got a message from the winner of that ebay auction:

Dear drgamez,

hi...i'm an ebay member and i just won Playstation 2 System w/PS2 Controller WORKS GREAT Item number: 8112740563 ....I saw the bidding history and u wanted to buy the item ...i dont want this item so if u like u can have the item.

Thank you,
themaster001

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Damn, lost the auction. :P

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Ugh impulse purchases will be the death of me, I know it.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=8112740563

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For some reason the comment counter on my blog just started being all wierd. Hopefully there will be some sort of update I can run to fix it.

Or even easier, hopefully it will fix itself.

( )
For anyone who likes Ambience or just wants to listen to something to mellow out check out Sigur Ros, and more specifically, their album (). It's crazy... crazyiness here.

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Well apparently news of me being single stirs up emotions of people wanting to hook up with me...

So far, I have had 3 people tell me either they want me as a boyfriend, they love me, or they really really like me. While I love all this attention and it feels really nice right now, I feel kind of bad at the same time. I really like everyone who says they like me, but I have told each one of them I am not ready for a relationship. I feel I have some growing up to do, and I do not want to limit my emotions to just one person right now.

I also don't really know how I attract such strong feelings so quickly. I have acted the same way towards these people that I always have, other than them knowing I'm gay now.

Maybe that did it.

I dunno.

My Only Regrets
I like to think that nobody online dislikes me, and everything with me is pretty good and decent; but I find some places I have put out of my memory. Latley I have found 2 things that really... just push against a nerve in my spine that doesn't like to be touched.

One: EEFactor.
Now this place was the place that showed me inernet community. I was there from its crappy beginning to its nore powerful standpoint now. While I still believe the website doesn't have a point and may never have a real point, the fact of the matter is Elie managed to create a nice community of people with his forums. I remember there was this little joke about a 'family' being made, so and so user was the mom, drunk uncle, annoying brother, etc. It was a stupid silly thing, but more and more I felt as if I was part of the family.

Then I started to realize that these people were almost too closed minded for me. Or maybe it was just... I was too closed minded to see their points from a rational point. Bascially whenever something about sexuality or homosexuality came up, I just lashed out at anyone against it. And not a simple lash out, I would give it all I could. Afterwords I wouldn't feel "good" or "relieved" I'd feel on the verge of craking, and feeling like crap.

A final thread came up, and... I just couldn't take it anymore. I gave one final flame and then said my goodbyes on very good terms. I never wanted to return to those forums, but didn't want to leave the family.

Then something spammed my site, and it was using names from EEFactor Forums. If you know me you know I have a bad... BAD tendancy to lash out at something quick and without thought. So I did. I said if I don't get proof that it wasn't x user from their forums I would blacklist the site in any way I could.

Elie, who was a good friend thought I was going to blacklist his site no matter what, and so he lashed out back at me. It was the battle between to admins.

Nobody wins internet fights.

So now the people at EEFactor think I'm some giant ass, and I have lost my family.

Why did I bring this up? Because I was linked to there amazingly. Some random person online linked me to a forum post and... then I searched for my name. Nobody has spoke of me since that last message.

Nobody remembers me, and I don't blame them. It just... kind of hurts to get no responses on your name when your family seemed to care so much for you...

I can never go back, but I wish I handled things better.

Pelican
After that night of CS... I cried.

I cried and I was angry. I lashed out and erased you from my life, but... now I realize that is impossible. I know it's been over half a year... I think at least.

Let me explain for everyone else. Pelican was my good friend. Very good friend. He was the only one and still has been the only person I have trusted my chatroom to. We was it's second in command, its succeesor, and now that I alienated him... there is no sucessor. The room dies when I go out with it. Pelican was there from the beginning. He was my first appointed Op, and was the longest of the original three. Hell - he'd still be there if it wasn't for my asinine actions.

One night I played him in a video game, and my friend was constantly attacking him with abuse. I did nothing to stop it.

I did nothing to help him.

I just sat there, and continued to beat him, which was like spiting in his face at that point.

After the game I saw his own lash out, him telling me I was a bad friend.

My mistake? I took that as the end of our friendship and severed all ties. I still don't understand how it all happened so easily. We never and still have never exchanged a simple word to eachother, he never came back into my chatroom, I removed him off my messengers.

I cried that night over you Pelican. And tonight I'm about to do the same.

But this isn't like EEFactor. I'm not going to lose this bit of family. I have to admit I had a crush on you for the longest time... and to lose someone like you would hurt... a lot.

I don't care if all I end up doing is saying I'm sorry and find out you still don't want to be near me. Or even if its too weird for us ever to talk again - I'm going to make my apology, and it will be heard. Even if it has to fall on deaf ears.

I don't want to make the same mistake twice.

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I need to stay away from places that bring back bad memories on the internet.

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For anyone that cliked thusfar, <3 to you.

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This one is kind of scary because it is very true. I seem to attract more "friends" than I really intended. And you can ask Lephaid about the phone sex thing - I'm not too good with dirty talk, haha.

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I found out if I play Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" loud enough, and sing along - I can almost get myself to cry with how beautifuly moving that song is. It's just... wow. Deep, deep shit on that one.

Also, Ryan, one of my co-workers/friends, burned me a copy of an album by this lesser-known band Skeleton Key. I wish I could describe it but... it's good. Damn good. They are rock (duh) but... different. They have the unique sound of a heavy metal band, without the screaming, and bad taste that comes with it. From song to song it's almost like a complete genre change, or style at least. I guess I'm trying to say, if you manage to see them, or hear them, do so.

FF:VII
Yeah, Fry's managed to have a new copy of FF:VII, so this should be fun :P. I'm sure if I get stuck Nimbus will help (force) me to play.

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Well today I went over a new furiend's house (he's on my friend list under Mirgar) and I found out snuggling is a lot better than sitting around playing FF:XI.

A lot better.

I also reassured the fact that I am gay. Quite gay. #^..^#

Need to work on gag reflex.

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After reading Bui's comment I had to say something.

I am not thinking about death at all. It just passed my mind and I was wondering.

No way in hell am I leaving this place before I'm done :D

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Music is an amazing thing. I go from feeling like a ninja, to a cowboy, to a hardass street bandit, to stoned.

I'm not sure if it affect everyone else the way it does me - but all I know is it can move me to places I had no way of finidng on my own.

Death
This isn't any foreshadowing, its just kind of an interesting though. If I happen to die driving to work or something, who would let everyone in my world know? It probably wouldn't be for a while until Nimbus called and had to hear the news from my family. He would leave a comment on my blog letting everyone know.

But this has led me to think about something... nobody knows my password for this blog, like many things. But if I die I would really like to make a final post, sort of a "If you are reading this I have passed to the other side" kind of post.

But I'd be dead.

So... I have been thinking of just writing one and giving someone I trust my life and soul, the password to my blog - just incase the unthinkable happens.

When I do die, make sure they play Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" at my funeral. ^..^

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Ugh. Don't come to me with your alcohol horror stories, for fucks sake. You pour poison (and it is poison don't forget) into your body and then wonder why you get shitfaced and have a massive hangover.

Shut the fuck. Up.

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Ok, well me going to AC is about 99% sure. I just have to listen to my dad's endless rants about saftey.

Here is what he is afraid of:
1. Me being killed.
2. Me being raped.
3. Nimbus ending up being some sort of crazed psychopath.

Here is his evidence.
1. YUO DON'T KNOW ANY1 ON TEH INTERNET FOR REALZ.
2. I don't do anything aroudn the house (which is true)
3. See #1 again.
4. I don't listen. (Evidence: Don't come home on time [can only think of one time mind you], don't get off computer on time. [wtf?])

And he thinks I knew I was gay months ago when I planned this whole thing, so now he thinks somehting shady is going to happen.

So after getting parents mad at eachother, and me mad at him, he goes and almost has a siezure, so mom was out walking and I had to help him through it. You can't be mad at someone when they are possible seconds away from brain damage. :/

I'm a bit of a mess right now.

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“sexymorenita174” signed off at 3:23:26 PM.

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I'm not sure what happened to my site for a moment there, I guess some database querey froze it up... or something. I dunno.

Aviators
But anyways, I have new sunglasses. AVIATORS HAVE RETURNED.

New Design
Got a new design coming soon, keep your eyes peeled. Going back to a table-less site so I can have fun with CSS again.

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You all posted comments? Yeah. Do that again you nazis.

Also, qTip b0y uploaded this picture to my stuff folder:

And now I must find a suit like his.

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Well I gave everything back to Nimbus and cancelled my Everquest account.

Maybe I just don't have the patience for these kinds of games?

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Nevermind, they work but my current design doesn't like those floats yet. :/

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Haven't posted one of these in a long while

I am:: Doc
I crave:: power
I regret:: Hurting others
I cry:: Almost never, and only over things that touched my heart.
I care:: About everyone who has affected my life
I feel alone:: Right now
I listen:: Rock and friggin' roll
I hide:: My porn and sextoys.
I know:: Tax on $19.99 brings it up to $21.64
I wonder:: How AC will be like.
I give:: Herpes Advice I don't follow
I feel:: Squishy.

last cigarette: Still waiting for that first one.
last kiss: Sheesh... Umm... Can't remember the date, I just know it was with Mousegirl
last good kiss: See Above
last good cry: ... incidentaly, continue to see above
last library book checked out: Flatland
last movie seen: The Day After Tomorrow
last book read: Masters of Doom
last cuss word uttered: Shit ?
last food consumed: Chocolate pudding around 4pm yesterday.
last phone call: Carrie from work, trying to get me to pick up a shift.
last tv show watched: Conan O'Brien
last cd played: Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
last soda drank: Vanilla Coke
last word spoken: "Yes"
last amused: When I remembered that I could slide on the hardwood floors with my socks this morning.
last time wanting to die: When I fell into the endtable in the front room after said amusement x..x
last time in love: See answer with mousegirl
last time hugged: Mousegirl (Sheesh, it's been a while since I have gotten any affection, hehe)

last shirt worn: This one
last time dancing: Couple days ago, but it was only DDR
current clothes: Boxers, socks, jeans, shirt.
current mood:: Happy ^..^
current music: Computer fans!
current taste: Morning breath x..x
current hair: Short
current annoyance: Computer fans!
current smell: Still a bit stuffed up, can't smell
current thing I should be doing: Shaving..
current refreshment: Not thirsty
current worry: I hope I find this furmeet place
Would you ever date someone younger than you?: I'm in no position to say no here :P
Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have: Yeesh. Ironic you had to ask this one.
Broken a bone: nope
Had your heart broken?: Yes, once.
Last time you said I love you to someone: Mousegirl thing
Last time you laughed: Yesterday in my fever induced haze
What age do you see yourself married at?: Right now I don't see myself getting married
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: My giraffe thing if he is in my room.
How many homes have you lived in total?: 4
One pillow or two?: Dos
Do you get along with your parents?: Yeah, but we don't talk about a lot of stuff
Whats your favorite color(s)?: RED
Do you work?: Yes
Whats your favorite food(s): Hoagies
Do you have braces?: Nope :D

HAVE YOU EVER:
Kissed your cousin: Nope
Ran away: I'm not my brother
Pictured your crush naked: A little too much
Broken someone's heart: Yes
Cried when someone died: Yes
Lied: Never (:P)
Cried in school: Yes

WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi: Coke
Sprite or 7UP: They are the same
Girls or Guys: Guys
Flowers or candy: Candy :D
Scruff or Clean shaved: Depends on where.
Tall or Short: Tall
Pants or Shorts: Pants

THE LAST TIME:
Showered: This morning

WHAT IS (your favorite):
Your Good Luck Charm: My flame pendant from Sin
Person You Hate Most: Not sure
Movie: The Matrix
Cars: *shrugs*
Ice Cream: Chocolate & Penut Butter :O~~
Season: Summar!
Breakfast Food: Breakfast? McGriddle (Mmm... 4535grams of sodium)

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?: Besides punching brother, Mousegirl
You talked to?: Brother
You kissed?: Mousegirl
Who broke your heart?: Ashlie
Who told you they loved you?: Mousegirl

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I was going to write a blog entry and complain about how crappy I feel, but I feel great now. Yesterday I had... this flu sort of thing that was making me quite hot/cold and I was shaking and it was just miserable. I went to bed like around... 6? I can't remember, and woke up about 10 minutes ago.

So whatever my body did in that 12+ hours of sleep really worked, hehe.

My mom thinks I was on something to keep me up all those hours a couple of days ago, and I was just laughing for no reason. Well, I was laughing because I was seeing how uttlerly fucked up I was, but my mom kept making comments like "Why so giggly?" I seriously thinks she thinks I went through some withdraw phase or something - and she wants to take me into the doctors.

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Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK] You are a Camwhore! Please, put some clothes on! Sure you might get some desperate lowlives paypaling you $2 to see your nipples, but the rest of us could use the bandwidth! More Quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

wtf I can't spell culture

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(Posted via mactop, wont be online until tomorrow possibly)

Well, as I write this I begin my� *thinks* my 43rd hour of non-sleep. I dunno why I can�t just fall asleep. I probably will not get to post this blog entry until tomorrow however (I�m writing this yesterday) because one of the joys of living with your parents, is they still get to make all the rules. I was on the computer around 5am-ish, and my dad didn�t take to that all too kindly when he found me :|

So then I just headed off to my room and waited for sleep to take over. I waited� watched the sunlight start to fill my room, then decided to play some Zelda. When I rolled out of bed about 6 hours later I just basically got dressed and� well� played more Zelda.

My parents, or at least my dad, seriously think I went out and did something last night, that�s the reason I can stay awake. It�s nice to see he has such everlasting trust in me and such, heh.

Zelda
Can someone direct me in the area of the second dungeon? I have beaten the 6th, 3rd, 4th, 1st, but still cannot even FIND the 2nd one. I have gotten power bracelet, blue ring, raft, ladder, and all sorts of good stuff. I found the magic sword, but the old koot wont let me have it yet, dunno why. I have had the game for about 24 hours now, and it�s about half way beaten. Seems pretty long for how long I have clocked hours into it. Usually video games in my house don�t last� /quite/ that long.

Work
Well after I lounged around all day and found out I couldn�t go bowling (first time I missed Sunday bowling in a long while), it dawned on me that I missed a VERY crucial meeting at work. The meeting wasn�t going to be about anything good, and the management made it quite clear that I had to attend, it was a paid shift and everything. This is the second "must attend" meeting I have missed, and that isn�t making me feel quite the best about work right now. I�m actually scared to call in because I might not have a job. I know there is a meeting that is going to be held on Wednesday, for the people that absolutley could not attend the Sunday meeting�

Hopefully Scott won�t bite my head off and allow me to go that one, but just in case, if its Wednesday before 4pm PST, tell me to go to the meeting, JUST in case I have forgotten. If I�m not online, just contact the nearest mousegirl, raccoon, or drunkard for my phone number � and if I�m not at home� eep.

Now, even if I have lost my job (probably not) I don�t think it will be very devestating. I mean, I kind of need the money right now: new tires for car, have to save up for tution figuring I was denied for all grants, want to have a bit more money than the bare minimum necessary for the whole AC spiel, etc etc; but all that aside, if I had to find another job, I think it might be more fun. I really would like to work in a place where I didn�t have to work holidays for no increased pay. Maybe not somewhere where I get paid on comission, even though that�s just about what I do now (think tips), but if I could work somewhere like GameStop, then I would feel a lot better about going to work. Just to work somewhere where I have a passion for what I am selling, not just tryin to make dead cow and fish sound good enough to sucker that extra $1.25 outta ya� for some mushroom toppers.

Friend?
In regards to my last post, if he/she managed to stumble across it and know that I was talking about them� I really want to talk to you again. I miss you. After that day we never spoke, and I had very good reason for not wanting too. Things will never be the same between us, but I just want to let you know I don�t hate you and I never have. I just want to let you know I�m sorry for whatever happened between us.

Orientation
Is he really straight? Is he gay? Bi? Bi-curious? Confused about his feelings? I don�t know but I really would like a straight answer from the guy n..n;; Then again, I don�t want to have to go ask him because the answer will make things all awkward.

Ghetto
My house isn�t anything grand. In fact, it�s one of the smallest houses I have ever set my eyes upon. It isn�t all bad though, sure it might be small, but parts of it are just� normal. The other half though, seems quite ghetto some days. From the fact that my room is no bigger than 10� by 10�, to the unfinished back porch we had to cut a hole in, to the half done paint job, to the worn down old garage, this place is a pretty big dump if it isn�t kept clean ^..^;

I was thinking about it because I know Nimbus is coming down here in less then a month. I�m still not sure where he is going to sleep, but it is a bit too late to back out of that one now, hehe. I know I told my parents that I am gay and all, but I don�t think it will really hit them until they see this "mysterious friend from way up north" for their own eyes. Actually, my mom might understand. I was talking about where he was going to crash and she said at worst the couch, but you should give up your bed for him and you can sleep in your brother�s room or something. She took a very quick pause and then said, I�m not going to let the both of you stay in that room.

^..^; By room I�m pretty sure she meant bed, for there really is no physical room (other than my huge walk-in closet) for someone else to sleep on the floor.

Trump Card
Now that I think about it, I kind of enjoy having something like that over my parents. I like having something they don�t know about me. Right now, they think the most I have done has made out with a girl � and that is because I am quite good at playing a very nerdy teenager. They know my brother has done more than they ever wanted any of us to do before we are 50 @..x, but with me, the fact that I have never given them any trouble means they are unable to think of me doing anything �socially deviant�. Right now they don�t know what this confrence is that I�m going to. I have just told them it is some sci-fi nerd convention thing, and they just don�t care enough or buy that one.
Also, when I told my mom that I was gay the fact that I knew I was bisexual came up, and that seemed to surprise her because I never brought that one up to her, same with my dad.

I guess it just all leads into my silly quests for power and respect. If they don�t know stuff about me, I hold that over them � thus feeding my power.

Dream Last Night
I had an odd dream last night, I can�t really remember what it was about. All I know I wasn�t me, I was� sorta like me, but with a softer face and brown hair. I fell against a wall and really cut my collar area bad. Next thing I know I was on one of those rolling table things in the hospital, and a mask was placed over my face. Within about 20 seconds I was completely out of it. As odd as that was, it actually made me more relaxed about getting my wisdom teeth out.

Sweety was telling me that all she remembers was the mask put on, and then being dragged to her car � and this little dream assures me of it. Of course I�m goin to be shitting bricks the day of the operation. (Fuck, its caled an OPERATION and it takes place IN YOUR MOUTH� I�m not irrational for being scared of this am I?).

Physical Touch
You really don�t know how much you miss little things until you leave them. I have started to realize more and more, the simple act of physical touch is something I miss a lot. I don�t have anyone to hug anymore, not even in a friendly way. Hell� the last time I hugged someone was the last time I saw Mousegirl� and that�s been weeks now. When I sleep now, I wish someone would just hold me, or wake me up, or just pounce me from behind with a hug� or something.

And masturbation only helps for about 15 minutes :/

LAN Party
I really don�t care where one takes place now, but I would like to go to a LAN party soon. I mean, now that I can move my computer and I have all this massive amount of power, I haven�t heard of a single one. Where, there was one, but the guy lived an hour away, and I don�t think my spare tire would enjoy two hours of commute on the highway for that, hehe.

Just a good 10 man lan party playing UT2k4 at least would be awesome.

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I never talked to him after that day, stumbled across something with his name - and it really hurt. Even he is an ass he was a friend.

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I realized when driving home (doing like 5mph cause I was lazy) that I'm in one of my odd moods again. I get into this mood when my day is "over". Not on normal days of work, but when I get home after a long day of work and everything for the moment is perfect. Doing my massive 5mph, I was just admiring all that humans have created. Yeah, like I said - odd mood.

I just stared for what seemed like hours at the black buildings. Sunlight is one of the most beautiful things in my world, but the night makes everything seem so much more simple. There isn't any shadows, there isn't any life, the structure and whatever else stands is just being itself.

Unlike most times when I fall into this mood, I don't really have a huge realization of the world, hehe.

Kill Bill Allen
So I work in a resturaunt, as you all should know by now. I'm a server (waiter) and every order in every resturaunt goes through a computer system, if not it would take hours to get an entire place full then empty. The cooks speak very little english, so they understand what to read when it prints up on their side, and that's about it.

Well today Allen (some VERY weird mormon kid) was told to go back and turn on the external lights. Somehow, being the honor student he is, he managed to turn off POS (point of sale). This means all the data for the past hour was instantly lost. Entire tables weren't accounted for, and that also meant putting orders by hand.

Oh it was great fun indeed :|

Then once I was finished for the night I had to go check out with manager, so that took another 30 minutes to go through the audit list, checkout logs, my closed checks, and the likes. Matching numbers and etc. Normally checkout takes about 5 minutes at MAX. I wouldn't be suprised if people are still there waiting to get tipped out.

I tipped out very well tonite, so I only came home with $45, but I made $75, so that's pretty decent for me.

Funnah
So a bunch of the servers were sitting at a booth, just glad the day was over, a small food fight broke out between two of them. Long story short, Marion was under the table as I was smiling/laughing. An elderly couple walked by and all your could see was someone under the table, me smiling, and Marion saying "Ow my eye"

@..@;

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New Gameboy skin

Red Chrome Gamecube

Uploader
But now for the cool part. I have installed an uploader for my /stuff folder so the people can now contribute to my massive collection of funny

http://www.itsthedoc.net/upload/
UserName: ItsTheDoc
Password:

You too can upload your funny, and let the massive collective program known as /Stuff grow.

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Take the What animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz

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