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February 29, 2004

Bowling

Well I just got back from Sunday night bowling with Carlos, Kenny, and Cail. It was a pretty good deal. $10 for unlimited bowling from 8pm to 11pm. Granted its not the best lanes, had to make a lot of corrections with the score, but its a really good deal. We managed to get in a good 5 or 6 games. I was doing decent, broke 100 twice... I think. But overall I believe Carlos won.

And speaking of Carlos, there was this girl that he thought looked cute, so tonite he finally worked up enough courage to ask her out, and he got her number. :O! Carlos is a P-I-M-P.

Navleeeeeeeeen
I haven't heard a word from her at all this weekend. Its nothing to out of the norm or anything, but still... kind of sucks not being able to hear her voice. Sheesh I love that girl so much. She always makes me feel good inside. And she is quite fun. *thinks* Ahh Monday... sweet sweet Monday.

Leap Year!
I had to make a post today, and before it hits 12, just so I have a post on a day that wont ever exist for another 4 years.

February 28, 2004

Bebop is Go

Cowboy Bebop - YOUR bounty by Drusilla
Username
How much are you worth?$759,547
Number of victims315
Your storyYou're EVIL. Lets put it blunt...You're EVIL.
Will you be caught?Yes, you'll eventually be caught. But it won't be easy. For them.

February 27, 2004

Lost a Friend

Yeah.

I lost a friend tonite.

Why? Because I was better at a video game than he, and I didn't take his harsh remarks seriously.

It's just a game, I hope our friendship was worth those couple rounds.

February 26, 2004

Lets try this one again

Yeah, let me re-type my long post figuring everything is about to be dropped off the front page.

Work
I really am working too much. Really. I am now working 4-5 days a week, and for a full time college student who happens to be unmotivated and lazy a good portion of the time, thats a lot of work. I cannot complain too much however, because the paychecks I recieve make me quite happy on the inside. This past weekend though... wow, it was rough. I mean... usualy things get hard, and then there are some crazy days. This weekend though, was beyond all of that. I think it was just as busy this past weekend as it was on Valentines day, except this was a multi-day process, no breaks after 8 hours.
Its the fuckign coupons; the only reason people come to our resturant is to save $8 off a freaking meal, and then they don't even tip that good, despite their cheapness. I made really good money however. In the 4 days straight I bussed I walked with about $170-$190 (can't recall exact figure).

I just need this Friday off. Then I work Saturday, and get Sunday through Tuesday off. Finally, I need it.

Brother
I walked into my room last night and my brother jumped a bit and looked up at the TV, he was sitting near my nightstand and looking down. I think he found all my shit in the second drawer.
If you don't know whats in there, its probably better for me to just say its not something you particularily wish to know, unless you want to... then I would have no problem telling you.

Public Speech
I have to give an INFORMATIVE speech in two weeks on a topic of my choosing that has some social significance(sp). I really can't think of anything though. I mean, I would love to speak on a number of topics, but I can't speak on them without emotion or bias, like an informational speech needs to be.
So... I'm asking you all for a bit of help. I need a topic I can speak on for 5-6 minutes. Just to inform the class about something in a non persuassive way.
If I choose your topic I will paypal you $3! :D

CS 1.6 / TFC Server
Mmm... sexy. Well me and Jason FINALLY got around to buying a server, we aptly named it "SolidGamez", a combination of our two handles. When playing on Counter-Strike, it runs the Warcraft3 addon. Its a spiffy little thing that lets you gain XP and special abilities to gain advantages. On the TFC side of it, we run concmaps and rocket maps, because... those are fun.
ServerName: SolidGamez
ServerIP: 64.37.120.55:27015

We wil soon get solidgamez.com to point to our server for extra awesomeness.

New Design
Blech, I really need to start work on that new design, this current one is killing me.

Damn Shockwave

Fucking you macromedia and your browser closing. I wrote a good amout then went to install shockwave on Firefox for this computer and it deleted my entire post.

February 23, 2004

Saw it coming

Far-Left Liberal

February 18, 2004

MJK #3

MaverickFFS: http://www.itsthedoc.net/stuff/freecat.jpg
MaverickFFS: . . .
X DrGamez X: hahaha
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I control Dark Powers

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February 17, 2004

I SEE YOU

http://www.itsthedoc.net/icu.htm

New design coming

February 16, 2004

Valentines Day: The Recap

HOLY FUCK

That being said let me tell you why suck an explicative comment is needed.

V-Day is the busiest day of the year for the resturant I work at, Black Angus. You have to understand excatly /how/ busy. Last year we had a major sewage problem and since the bar is so low, sewage seeped through the bottom. The bartenders were walking in 4-6 inches of raw sewage. The kicker? IT WAS STILL THE BUSIEST DAY. People didn't care about the smell, they just wanted their drinks and would get used to it or something. It did drive away some customers however.

This year wasn't so fortunate :/

I got to work around 3:30pm and about 4pm is when my first server got on. I started work, not to rushed at all, one table. Two tables. Two tables and a party table. Then my second and third came on. I worked a bit more and like the night before everything was good. Most times I have enough time to sit down between cleaning off plates but how the people were sat, and how many - I was running very short on the time.

I didn't a chance to myself until around 6pm, where I killed three loaves of bread within 5 minutes, getting DESPERATLEY behind in my tables. I wasn't clearing off plates fast enough or anything for my servers. I stopped doing most busser jobs for my servers and concentrated on only cleaning the tables off after they were done, and sorting/rolling up more silverware for the rest of the bussers (this is a time killing task but they need to do it bad).

Around 8pm people started to crack, fast. Jason and I wern't even talking at one point because we both were just pissed at how much we were working. The kitchen was PURE madness. No matter who was in there, it was yelling left and right. I tried to keep my sanity by singing my way through the kitchen, which just made more people mad and whatnot. Eight o'clock is also when my will to work was broken. I was talking one of my servers, Marion and said, "You know what? You rock." I have been saying this throughout the night as general 'pick me up' line. THe only thing that backfired was she responded with, "Well I have to be, beacuse you're not doing anything."

You have to understand, for a busser to hear that from their server hurts, bad. I didn't talk to her the rest of the night and worked like a madman to get her shit cleaned faster. I was pissed at her but damnit, I needed the money. By doing that I started to ignore Mel, a server that I really wish I could help. I always seemed to come a second to late, making her take all the plates away and me feeling like crap. She also bussed some of her own tables (another busser ego killer).

This madness continued NON-STOP. We were at a 3 hour wait at one point, pure mayhem left and right. 11pm we closed the door, the resturant was still packed. I'm not sure when, but I heard one of the servers just up and lost it. She walked up to the manager, threw her open checks in his face and walked out. Needless to say she doesn't work here anymore.

Then my fall. Hooboy. You've all seen those little trays bussers carry around? Well if you throw them down, you can slide on the carpet VERY easily. I usualy slide around like an idiot and have fun. Jason and I were exaughsted, only one table to clean each and we sat down. I threw the tray down and said, "Hey, you can slide on these ya know?"

I got up and ran, jumping on it. The thing I didn't count on was how weak my body was from the night, I slid about a foot, then lost my balance. With a twist to my left I fell hard on my hip and head. I'm not sure how long I was out, maybe only a minute, but the next thing I remember was someone petting my head and the sound of Jason laughing his ass off. I groaned and rolled over, then started laughing myself. I was in a great deal of pain but I didn't care, the night was over. It still hurts to walk up stairs and lay on my left side but oh well - at least the bump on my head is gone.

I made much better tips then the last holiday I bussed (Thanksgiving $16) and managed to get away with almost $60. The night before was also very lucritive so I walked away with $107 in cash over the course of two days.

... shit class, I will finish this post later.

Ok, back, its now 11:45am

Can you hear me now? Fuuuck.
Well, I have Half-Life, as you all know. I play just about every mod from CS to DoD to TFC and everything inbetween. One thing I enjoy is the voice communication they put in a while back. I can now curse and annoy the entire server just by talking.

But there is a problem, because I have a Sound Blaster card, my mic doesn't work, or something. So I thought it was my mic. I went out and bought a new one, no luck. Ok.. maybe its my soundcard, I'm due for a new one anyways. So I go out and buy a Sound Blaster Audigy 2, nice card and all - still no luck. So now I'm out near $100 just so I can talk on an online game.

I hate to bash Valve, but I wish someone would just say what the problem is, or say they will look into it, even if its a lie. With Steam being released (more like escaped) they probably are being ass slammed with stuff left and right. Oh well.

I love Navleen

February 14, 2004

Three Things MeMeMe

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Heights
2. Roller Coasters
3. Reality TV

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. How the volume on the TV works
2. Why Steam wont let my mic work
3. Why I have to wear pants at work

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. How to draw
2. How to how to write php
3. How to dance

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Boxers
2. Shirt
3. Pants

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. Vanilla Coke can
2. Vanilla Coke can
3. Broken GBA

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Not die
2. Travel
3. Build a computer

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. Random
2. Happy
3. SEX GOD

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Outspoken
2. Child-like metnality
3. Quick to decide

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Russian
2. Irish
3. German

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. Amazing Smile
2. Red Hair
3. Tall

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. I'm boney.
2. I dont look like this
3. Really, really white

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
1. I have muscle spams.
2. I have been eletricuted about 7 times.
3. I've almost burned down a neighbors back yard.

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. Rock on
2. Quite so
3. Oh snap

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. To meet everyfur I know
2. Japan
3. Russia

THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
1. Gordon
2. Gordie
3. Doc

February 13, 2004

What do I do?

End it?
Stick with it?

The pros are enourmous, but the cons are stuff nightmares are made of.

I just wanted love, and the love I found is difficult.

February 12, 2004

Weird Ban Entires

Some people have messaged me about my commenting system saying they are banned or something. If this happened to you, just message me, I have to manually input some info to get you unblocked. I'm not sure what the problem is, I failed on an install recently.

<3 for Nimbus

I came here to make a blog post, but then I checked my mail and read some sadness from Nimbus.
Everyone who has any respect for me (and thus my friends) wish Nimbus goodness or something. He just had a bit of an ending with a relationship and he needs comfort. Lots of it.
So if you don't post comments, you are a ungreatful Nazi.

Rest of blogpost
Might as well post what I'm coming here for. Oh, and this might sound a bit angsty, but I'm getting mad.

AGNPH
Just about none of you know what this is, but I help run this site, and its pretty popular with its sub-culture. Notice, help run. Lando, PsycoCharmander, and I run the site. WE SHARE DUTIES. Apparently some people from the AGNPH chatroom think I am become too controlling or something and have threatened to leave and take all their work and a refund of their payment. They (He) says if I act up again, then they will demand all those back, and somewhat crippling the site.
How that started was as so: We had a chatroom on irc.furnet.org, but then Psyco managed to get the original esper.net chatroom from an admin, so we moved there. In doing that some people had technical problems making the switch so I offered to help. My first solution didn't work EXACTLY AS THEY PLANNED, so I was called a "motherfucker". Of course that was said in some jest, so I, in the same amount of jest said, "I'm not the one who can't connect :|"
I guess that was an insult to "him" and then he is now pissed at me over that. So if I make another mistake like that, apparently he leaves. And... I know this will get me in trouble, but after all the shit this site has brought, I can really care less.

Another problem is the gallery system we wanted to get up. Eevee, a brilliant programer type guy, has a really nifty gallery system intergreated into his site. We (AGNPH) wished to use it and offered him much fame and gratitute. That didn't seem to be enough, so I decided to shell out $200 to get the job done, plus all the unseen benifits it would probably had. Let me explain, I can go to hotscripts.com and buy a really good gallery program for under 200, way under 200 most likley. I didn't care though, I wanted to show Eevee that his talent, skill, and knowledge would be more respected and admired than anything I could offer.
But apparently Eevee saw it different. He made a blog post that made is sound like I am just throwing money in his face and demanding he get it done. Then he goes on to critisize my work, saying my design was shitty and yet still attracts a large volume of traffic.
That really did hurt. I know the design was thrown together in literally 30 minutes, but why did he have to strike out at me so harsh. All my life I strive to get people to like me. I know the world says "can't please everyone" and to some extent or another, I understood. I still managed to get everyone to like me however. I think to this day there is maybe... 2 people who genuinely hate me. One would be Li, an old bitter enemy, and now... Eevee.

I just want you all to like me. Is that really so hard to do?

I have seriously considered stepping down. I now voluntarily remove my ops in the IRC channel, I don't sign on as an admin on the forums or oekaki so the next logical step is to remove myself as the webmaster. People come and bitch to me when something goes wrong (not the staff) and then get more mad when I give them a less than cheerful answer (see IRC problem above). I am not some god. I love to say I am but for fucks sake people, I am one person trying to manage a huge project with two others, of course I will try and take some control over it all - I don't mean to make it feel like I "own" the AGNPH.

Keep your gallery, take your artwork and your money. This site hasn't brought me really any happiness. With DrYiff.net I am happy at least. People liked my work, but with the AGNPH... what do I get? I live in fear of NOA, broken images, bad design, going into the chatroom, going broke (up until recently).

I just tried to help.

Sex
Sheesh, ever since Monday I can't stop thinking really... deviant thoughts about stuff.
oral stuff.
Or non oral.
or somwhere inbetween.

13 years my ass. :P

February 11, 2004

My broken Gameboy Advance

Doodle


Look what I doodled in a paint thing.

February 10, 2004

Power.

I may be beaten, but I still had the power to change something not controlled by me. Yes. Run to the edit button.


Edit: There is one thing I will never do with my blog - is erase something I wrote. Cowards delete history.

Bilbo Baggins

http://homepage.mac.com/evanbaumgardner/iMovieTheater6.html

February 9, 2004

What a day... What a day...

There has been WAY to much stuff happening today, so I'm going to just list them all in a very condensed order.

- Brought Navleen to art class
- Drew SWAT guy
- Gay Boyfriend
- Beat Navleen in Point Blank 2
- "Fun" in an elevator
- "Fun" in a bus
- Rear-ended a car
- Beat Navleen in SCII (Finally :/)
- Step 1
- Cried a bit, a good cry though.
- Step 2
- Step 2.5
- Teasing with Step 3
- A Threesome with Gene? @..@ (Long story)
- Dropped Navleen back off at home.
- Jack in the Box

If anyone would like explination of my cryptnicness, it would be best to talk to me in private :P I wont share it all with everyone.

February 8, 2004

MJK #2

MaverickFFS: http://upload.houseboat-racing.biz/files/r2_dance.gif
MaverickFFS: DANCE DANCE dANCE DANCE
X DrGamez X: I don't know what is more funny
X DrGamez X: The dance.gif
X DrGamez X: Or the fact housebot and racing exist next to eachother in that link.

Hands Off

Don't telll me how to run my blog. I will strike back in ways unseen.

Holy Crap I'm back.

Yeah, its been a bit since I have posted in my blog eh? Well don't sue me, its because I have been out living a semi non nerd life. So I might as well break down how the last few days went since my last post.

Thursday: Rock Day.

Well, I'm not talking about the cool kind of rock, like AC/DC here kiddies. I'm talking about real rocks. Thursday I had my Geology lab and then my Geology class. Both bored the shit out of me. I mean... hoo boy was that boring. I thought a Geology lab would have something a /bit/ more to do than studying and identifying minerals but, when I got there - on the table was a small tin box full of rocks. And... we had to identify them.

That was crap.

Good came from the Geology class though, we were in the comptuer lab, so I got to leave about an hour early (go fast typing skill). The teacher didn't believe I finished so fast, but when she came over and saw not only was I done, but was also doodling over half my paper, she let me go early.

Off to work I went, happy as could be (lie). I was hosting though, so it was all easy work, especially with how slow it was. Ever since the new year, it has been slow. But after hearing some horror stories from Valentine's day, I guess its just the eye of the storm.

Friday: "What's in your Pocket Gordon?"
Friday wasn't anything special, I was due in court for a speeding ticket. I showed up and failed the metal detector about 3 times, because of my shoes. So once I took those off it let me pass. I went up to the window and exlplained I haven't recieved any sort of information about the ticket, and after searching they found it wasn't in the system. So now all I have to do is wait another 3 to 4 weeks in hopes something gets filed to me, and if nothing doesn't - then I have never broken the law as far as California is conserned.

<3

After that I went to class, managing to get the second half, long enough to take the quiz. Sheesh, I spent a good 40 minutes trudging through that boring Public Speech book and the quiz was basically stuff I could have GUESSED by just reading the section headers. Oh well, easy 30 points. Then I gave my speech, it was the first speech, so it was pass/fail. I still kicked ass in that speech though. I like speaking to the public. After about 1 minute I loosen up and command that speech. I grab it by its neck and just pummel it with my massive voice. Ok, maybe not massive, but I do have a powerful voice and it can command attention.

Then I went out with Bui for a bit, got some lunch and whatnot. We had a nice discussion about life. Yeah... Bui and I... being serious about life and the universe. No we weren't high. Its... really sad when you look at our life and it all comes down to this.

Religion: Who created God?
Sciencs: What created the big bang?

So... yeah, it was a mind fuck and a half. Oh, and apparently, my diving balls are huge. HUGE.

Then I drove over to AHS to see my mousegirl <3 I gave her a letter I wrote the night before and then she gave me the two she wrote. She writes a lot. A whole lot. She also gave me a that I now wear 24/7. I really like wearing it... I know it probably means something other than I think it does, but it always reminds me of her. Makes me feel... like this something has a better chance of working out in the long run. We have had a lot of recent talks about our future. From champagne chocolates, to having the same boyfriend, it has been a... /very/ intereseting past two days on the phone with her.

Back to work I went, bussing this time. Nothing eventful happened at all really. Except the fact that I had to talk my penis down to get my pants on. Sheesh.

Saturday: THIS IS DANGEROUS!
Prodigy - Mindfields.

This was the song I had blaring as soon as Mark (a co-worker of my mom's) dropped of his computer for me to tune up. Holy christ. He had so much spyware, adware, trojans, etc you would swear it was unsalvagble. I spent a good portion of 8 hours clearing up, deleting, defragging and the likes but now its all back into normal condition. If you can call running Windows XP Home Edition on nothing more than hopes and clicking "Yes" on everything normal.

Then back off to work. Same old same old, nothing special.

Except when I came home I found some fun pictures.

Masters of Doom
I bought this book on Thursday, brought it to work and finished it yesterday. It chronicles the history of Doom, Carmack, and Romero. It was an amazing read that gripped me from start to finish. Both of them are fucking crazy - end of story.

I believe thats all I have to say for now...

February 4, 2004

Girlfriend

She is older than me :P
So shaddup about her being too young.

February 2, 2004

Photoblog!


This is me at work. It was so boring yesterday I made a nametag to put up on the podium, cause... I had a lot of free time.

I was sitting there and I took a picture of my feet, and I realized if my penis had a camera it would probably see this (if it could shoot through my pants.)


I'm such a badass. XD

I went over to American High see Navleen today, ran into Ashley.

She looks high or drunk.


See! I have a girlfriend! And shes fucking amazing!

I should go home :/

Yeah, my 2D design class got out about an hour early so now I am just sitting here bored as hell. I probably should go home or something but hey, computer labs always seem to kill my time. Ugh. Just remembered, I have to start preparing a speech by Friday for my public speakign class. And I probably should start reading for geology.

... Hrm.

Now I'm not bored, I just don't want to do the work. Haha.

February 1, 2004

Happy Feburary!

The month where nothing exciting happens! :D