It's The Doc!

I am yet to make a real blog entry, but bear with me. I drew up Nimbus last night so... huzzah and shit.

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(Stolen from Sin, although she may have stolen it herself)

A is for - Age: 17
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Navleen! ^..^
C is for - Career in future: Something... artsty.
D is for - Dad's name: Gordon.
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: My mind.
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: "Sleepless" Soul Coughing
G is for - Guys/Girls you've kissed: 1/2
H is for - Hometown: Niles District - Fremont, CA
I is for - Instruments you play: Used to play Tenor Sax
J is for - Job title: Busser / Visionary
K is for - Kids: Dunno, too far ahead for me to think. Don't have any now.
L is for - Living arrangement: Parent's house. Woo! (... no)
M is for - Mom's name: Gordon. Just kidding, Charlene
N is for - Nicest body part on you: What isn't nice?! Dayam! *pose*
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: Nope.
P is for - Phobia[s]: Losing my power. (Not electricity type)
Q is for - Quote you like: "Just remember, the customer wants it; and they want it yesterday."
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: Current one.
S is for - Sexual position: Too many to choose, ^..^!
T is for - time you wake up everyday: 12...pm.
U is for - Unique trait(s): You can't hate me. Its pretty much near impossible. (Not bullshitting)
V is for - Vegetable you love: Vanilla Coke (ITS A VEGETABLE IN MY WORLD BITCHES)
W is for - Worst habit: Not being able to argue.
X is for - X-rays you've had: Mouth
Y is for - Yummy food you make: ...
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Aries

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Charmande beating the crap out of an old fridge.

Hey, it was his idea.

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Meatloaf Love

Marshmellow

First attempt

Charmander Go!

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~~~: I'm so happy ^^
xdrgamezx: hehe
xdrgamezx: Explain
~~~: I get to masterbate in my OWN bed tonight ^^
xdrgamezx: ...
~~~: Buahahaha~

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The final shoutout. I told you that I was going to give you your own section, and here it is. Navleen, I could easily send this in an email or write it in a letter to make it personal, but I want to let the world know how I really feel. I want everyone who knows me know that I would do anything and more for you.

Navleen, Squeaky, Mouse Girl, Love - It all started little over a year back. On the machine where 90% of my life has passed me by, you message me, pretending to not already know of me. Like a silly fool I fell for it, and met you the next day at summer school. That day was amazing. I remember getting off the bus, and for some reason, the sun was really bright. Everything was in a hazy yellow light, and then I saw you, scared out of my wits that I would forget your name last minute. God you were stunning. That smile, your eyes, how you carried yourself. I was the happiest damn guy on that campus, just walking around talking to you. Then the bell rang to send us off to class, and we wanted to meet up again.

I didn't get anything done that class period. I couldn't take my mind off you. It's funny how your mind jumps memories, because here I am now, the day I told you I liked you, online again. I have only told 2 people that I liked them like /that/ and it doesn't get any easier. Little did I know that saying that was the easiest part, I still had to meet you the next day at school. I remember sitting next to you on that bench. My mind was yelling, "Say something! Talk to her! Hug her! Something!" and yet my body was froze fast to that bench. We walked around... and I got to hold your hand, that was amazing

The last day of school came, and around that time I remember getting a letter from you. You know I still have that letter. I carry with me everywhere I go, it never leaves my side. In that letter you tell me how hard this relationship will be because of your family, and that you would understand if I couldn't commit. I knew you would understand if I couldn't, that's what makes you so amazing. But I wasn't about to not go through with it. That day we had our first kiss. Nothing will steal that feeling away from me.

Secret meetings, bad movies, miniature golfing, and cross-dressing. It's been a pretty eventful year. And we've managed to keep it quiet for so long. I feel proud and yet in the same away distraught that we can't go out like normal teenagers. We can't go see a movie at 2 in the morning after Senior Ball, we can't go out with a group of friends bowling with 5 minutes of notice. We can't do a lot of things, but that doesn't matter.

Navleen, I have promised you my heart, the world, and now I promise you a life you will never regret. I promise you that through the good and bad I will be there, reminding you why we are still together. I promise you when you look back in 60 years, you can smile knowing you made the right choice. I promise you happiness, and I don't know how else to say it.

I love you Navleen.

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I want to upgrade my computer. As of today my dekstop PC is 4 years old, and its showing. I shall list its specs now.

Old Comp (Flash):
<300 Watt PSU
Really crappy 4 year old generic mobo.
~256mb PCI 133 RAM
40gb hard drive (failing fast)
1ghz P3
Sound Blaster Live! Value :/
GeForce 2 MX 400 (32mb)

What I want:
I really don't have specs. I want to keep the price under 500 if possible. All I need it to do is play HL2 with decent quality. I DON'T want the top of the line sound and video cards. I DON'T need any fucking crazy motherboard and shit. I just want a decent PC for cheap.

What you get:
I will pay you for helping me.

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leena32386: We need to like move away from family....
leena32386: far, far away.
xdrgamezx: :P
leena32386: So then you know, you don't have to put your pants on...
leena32386: =oP
xdrgamezx: Yes!
xdrgamezx: No pants!

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Watch Me.

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(Picture taken by Pelican)

It appears Bowser has some pent up energy he need to relieve himself of.

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Learn your Ninja Clan at the Ninja Burger website.

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Well, I have nothing really to do today. I mean, I should go out and mow the lawn and wash my car but I feel like being lazy. For the last 4 days or so I have been at the mall shopping and whatnot. Now I'm all done. I got stuff for everyone, and all I'm doing is waiting for 2 more packages to be shipped here. I don't know when one is coming, and another one should be here like on the 22nd. So its going to cost a lot to ship that one :/ Onos.

Baystreet Cafe
Last night I went over to Baystreet Cafe with Jason and Keith. Of course I dragged Cail around, cause... we both have no lives and its funny to watch his reactions as I drive around Fremont and wherenot. I had a big coffee. Hehehe... that was a mistake. Caffine and I mix quite well. And for all you who drink coffee with sugar and cream, just stop. Coffee is bitter water and thats how it should be enjoyed, the blacker the better ^..^;;
Afterwards I dragged Cail over to Cloverleaf bowl to play DDR. I played once, it was the first time I played in about 3 months. And... boy did it show. I almost failed a 6 foot song XD. Then we played Time Crisis 2 for a bit. I ended up dying before him in the end, but I had a much higher score.
And for the record - Air Hockey sucks.

Mail
Watchin' the mail... oooOoOooo.... dododoo... watchin'.... the maaaaiilll....

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SHE FREAKING CALLED!

Ahh!
She left a message though... that was really nice. She has never left a message on the machine before, and to hear her voice after so long was... a really nice feeling. I played it back like 5 or 6 times.

Hopefully next time I will be home to pick up the phone.

Dream
I had a really odd dream, but I can't describe it. I know it had to do with something bisexual. The dream wasn't sexual... Something to do with people not understanding that or my furriness. Oh well. It was odd and I didnt' get any action. Dream rating: 4/10 sleep induced sheep.

Gen[M]ay and Furries
Furries are sick mother fuckers. - Gen[M]ay
Furres are just another branch of nerd. - DrGamez

Ever since I have been pointed out and theoritically burned at the stake over at General[M]ayhem, whenever I may have any shred of humor a counter-attack, they call me a fur, and I lose the argument.

But now it seems I am actually getting some love here. I have added "Gen[M]ay Furry" to my signature, so every post I make, has that added on. Now whenever I post, I am telling them before attacking me as a furry, everyone freakin' knows - so that argument is just a cheap shot.

And now that I have just gave up and marked myself, it seems they don't hate on me as much. Go me.

Christmas Shopping
Furries:
Nimbus
Pelican
Sin
Dmitri
SilverVixen
AX

Hoomans:
Mom
Dad
Brother
Others

So my list is all done with. I feel good, and soon I have to go ship all these items off to the respected people, shouldn't cost more than $110 in total.

Something Interesting
I really wish I had something more interesting for you guys, like some weird sexual stories, or a description of this killer party I went to. I don't have anything though, I'm just a boring 'ol nerd waiting for his girlfriend to return.

Dentist
I went to the dentist yesterday for a cleaning. @..@;;; I'm so twitchy at a dentist, and I was hearing two people get drilled on so I was about to walk out and just start sprinting. I have no problems with my teeth this time, but I was still scared as hell. I needed someone there to cuddle with, or at least hide behind.

Furry Shoutouts
Well its time I wrap up all my furry buds (or try to) and send an end of the year shoutout.

Cail: You a fur yet or does the Bernal art still make you cringe? ^..^;

Dmitri: Really nice guy, hopefully my present to you will help her get to you, or whatever you are planning :P

Dwaggie: *murrs* n..n;

Kaze: I really only have the best of whishes for you and Nimbus, just tell me if there is anything I can do to help you two.

Lando: You can draw pretty well, but STOP STEALING MY BANDWITH! @..@ I wont get mad if you would just ask before uploading more 1424x4421 px images.

Nimbus: *cling* You are a true friend. I have talked to you about a lot of things I don't get to talk to others, and I get to try and return the favor by talking to you. The people you come in contact with should be happy and honored to meet a person such as yourself.

Pelican: Don't ever stop being an ass, its great fun, haha. I hope you best in luck in keeping your real life private, because I have just now realized how many people know of you. Its ok, we wont bite n..n

Scythe: My webdesign helper. Just dont forget you are using up an FTP account on my site... do somethign with it already.

Spheric: How long? 59 hours?

Wesley(Feil to me): You are a blast to talk to, even if you can't stay on for very long. Don't worry, freedom will come soon, swift, and sweetley for you.

Zarel: It was cool hanging out with you until I realized you almost double my age. Now its kind of creepy. ^..^; I'll still hang out but lets keep at an arms distance apart ok?

Kyukon: Besides being a really nice guy, I don't know what much to say about you, heh.

Kalaco: MACINTOSH GOOOOO

Mewwie: You draw in a really cute style, even when you are drawing smut. I see why you have so many friends n..n

SilverVixen: Some days you try too hard to make people know you are female, but underneath that all you are a nice person. Just tone down the amount of "in your faceness"

Sin: ..yeah, *smiles* I'm just really glad Yomi dragged you into my chatroom about a year ago. My life wouldn't be the same without talking to you.

Yomi: *points up at Sin* Thank you!

Kuenai: Having /that/ much porn, isn't something you should be proud of buddy. Especially when you have it backed up on two hard drives... thats kind of tragic.

Zerkonia: You aren't a friend, but god. 'SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH!'

Cybil: Mrowr. You define the word "sexy"

Darkness: Maybe one day I will play you in SSB:M, then we will have a good match on our hands.

Hulex: My <3 goes out to you for being an outspoken furry, and really fucking random. I sooo want to do a radio show with you.

Luvaci/Riiko: You seemed to have changed... and I don't know what for.

Eevee: Cail said it best: You try too hard.

I.... think thats it. Then again I know I have missed some people, but I try.

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I miss Navleen.
I'm not depressed, but I can tell a change in my mood has occoured. I now I have gone longer than this without physical contact, like a hug - but at least then I could talk to her.

I am now striving for affection and attention and trying to hug anything - my cats are sick me me.

Shopping List
Juust about done shopping.

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Cail came over again last night, from about 6-12. We played gamecube and decided to go get some pizza.
... actually forget it. Its a long story and I don't feel like telling it all.

Long story short, we ended up with In n' Out burgers.

Anyways, we played more SCII, and I found out I am decent with Astaroth, so I am now beating him with that character. Its great swinging that axe after charging up and tossing his body for about a mile and a half... when he blocks XD.

Oh, I had my N64 out, but didn't have the other controller so no SSB tourney :/

SSB:M was kind of slow, until my brother played a match. We had a good idea: we pick eachother's characters, so there are no advantages with skill. It ended up being:
Doc - Samus
Cail - Peach
Brother - Roy (Stupid Cail picked that for my brother, he plays Marth all the time. u..u)

As you can see he won. :/

After that Cail and I played a 68-Stock match, to see who is the ultimate winner. It was me by a landslide of course... but still. My brother took a video of it, but he sucks at videos so its a bit shaky.

I won... by a landslide.

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Well Cail came over today to play some more Gamecube. Same games, Soul Calibur II, Super Smash Brothers: Melee, and Mario Kart Double Dash!! About 20 minutes into Soul Calibur II, I had to go pick up some laundry at the laundromat. Our dryer has been broken, and our family is cheap so I dragged Cail along.

He watched the dryer spin

Then it was back to the gamecube. I beat him 20 matches to 9 in Soul Calibur II, he is getting better but still button mashes too much to be effective 100% of the time. Then it was onto Super Smash Brothers: Melee. That was a beat down. We played 2, 2-minute matches, then we played a 20-minute match (by suggestion of Mewtwo) on Fox's level. The results speak for themselves.

Onto Mario Kart Double Dash!! Cail is... off and on with this game. He can't seem to win much, but he can place anywhere from 7th to 2nd on a whim. He used a lot of light characters, which was probably his problem, and ended up helping me win the 150cc All Cup Challenge. On the Dry Dry Desert track however, we placed closer than I thought was ever possible.

After a bit more of Soul Calibur II, picking random characters, he had to go and that leaves me where I am now.

Navleen
^..^ *kiss*
I love you!

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Nah, I'm loved again.

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http://homepage.mac.com/hsk/applejapan.html

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SolidNut516 (10:25:40 PM): what happened to you whole persephony kissing people theory
X DrGamez X (10:25:48 PM): Yeah...
X DrGamez X (10:25:50 PM): that fucking died
X DrGamez X (10:25:55 PM): Her and the Twins were worthless
SolidNut516 (10:26:09 PM): and why didnt she kiss more girls
SolidNut516 (10:26:32 PM): and why wasnt there more orgasm cake
X DrGamez X (10:26:32 PM): ...
SolidNut516 (10:26:55 PM): would that cake work on guys?

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I've got a weird feeling that I'm not loved.

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Yeah... "shoutouts" is such an ugly and teeniboper word, but the truth is, everyone likes to see their name. Today I will go through my AIM buddy list. (Some peole will be mentioned twice with all my shoutouts.)

->g0ds

X DrGamez X - Thats me. Keep rockin' me.

HavePity - Kekekeke.

->Buddies

bladerAR - Stop posting on my fucking shoutbox. You're ugly and smell like poop.

Guitorion - Nice to be able to talk to someone who likes rock, and has a girlfriend he loves as much as I love mine.

Lilstaryeyes413 - You called me up like... months ago, and we never spoke again. It was cool hanging out with you way back when.

MasterofPupptx - See Guitorion

Oceanbaby2002 - Keep serving our country Amber. You make me proud to be in the family.

pokephoenix88 - YOU TYPE IN REALLY BIG FONT AND THAT GETS REALLY ANNOYING. You actually should be in the furries section, but are in denial.

ReEnA 313 - Cut down on the repeat keys, hehe.

ROSEAETERNA - Despite making me feel hurt for being a furry, you are really cool to talk to and the whole fact that you are related to Navleen AND don't hate me is awesome.

Shawtaloo - *sigh* Give me back those pictures. I don't look pretty in a dress.

Smpluto323 - *hugkisscling* I wont talk too much about you here, because you have a special section coming up. I love you though, more than anything ^..^ mah mouseygirl, hee

TheSlickestThief - I don't remember talking to you much in highschool, or after highschool, but you messaged me and now our endless picture duels shall never end.

yogis85 - Hrm. I dont' talk to you much anymore, but it was trippy to have someone message me back from the waydays.

->Washington

AutoGuy125 - Try to make your car out of bullet proof... everything, so you wont get broken into anymore.

CaVeBoY47 - Art 2 4 Life.

CofDropAddict - All the years, and you still think I'm crazy. Thats kind of funny in a sad non-shocking way.

d e n 0 0 b - I still don't understand how you got such good grades on your ceramics projects. You made a freakin' toilet ffs.

Drumm77 - You rock. (Literally)

DuckPo0 - *shrugs* I don't know what to say for you. You don't message me, and reply very little to my mindspooge.

FighterAce100 - Mon Se Cak? Ahh... great times.

fmstyle85 - PEOPLE. READ. YOUR. XANGA. Now just hush up and write damnit, :P

FuzzyMammals - You really don't get enough credit for all these parties you throw. Someone should buy you a prize. Like... a pony.

GaidalLowridge - You suck at gamecube, you make a weird furry, but for some reason your lack of charisma and my lack of coolness work.

ll SpeciaL ll ED - Steve's mom.

InsaneJ0hnny - What happened to the odd Jauhn as I knew him? Now this one just gets quoted on my website a lot.

lxDefectChildxl - You can be really bitter, you have good tastes in music, and you play in AFP. Doesn't that automatically give you like... a "I kick ass" card or something?

Jade52Blue - Feh. I just use you to spam links.

LaTinal3o0 - Black boy!

LilPunkKoala - The Matrix... its.. over ;..;

MaverickFFS - I don't even know where to begin. Founder of my faith, and overlord of the mjkarweb. You have created a language of your own, and should be rewared greatly.

MessiahX007 - Now that you work at GameStop... lets start hookin' up some deals here XD

MySTiC BLaZE 04 - You realize your info gets lamer, and lamer, and lamer. No... your mom.

NovaWarrior23 - Don't come into my chatroom. There are things in there that will leave you scarred for life.

Photoduck03 - Why are you always on two names at once? Hope you learned css, it is a most powerful tool when fighting IE.

PyroFish85 - Still play freezetag?

qTiP b0y - *plays Matrix music and imatates a jackhammer*

SeanPatch - Yeah. We dont' talk a lot, and you don't trust any of my links for some... odd reason.

SenorPickle - My websites > Yours.

She Giggles 03 - Its nice to talk to someone in the same position I am.. it really is.

SolidNut516 - Ok, you have stopped kicking ass for getting me the job, because I realize you only care about getting that $100. LINKSYS4LIFE.

tEe N bOY94536 - Worst. Screen Name. Ever.

TEX 7385 - Thanks for being my date for Senior Ball, to think I almost didn't go... heh.

thereigndropsx46 - Don't know how you got my screen name really...

VanFanel89 - *smacks* Thanks to you everyone at genmay thinks I fuck animals.

yasuynnuf1947 - Why don't you come online more?

ZulfurWolfblade - Have you at least tried an IRC room yet? Come on... I need someone to talk to about furry stuff and FC '04.

Well there you go. In later times I will go through my ICQ / YIM lists. Then my furry shoutouts.

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That mean I'm going to hell? haha

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I almost died tonite. Or got seriously injured at least. I don't like hydroplaning... next to a semi, and a wall. So... yeah.

Brighter Side
I deposited 60 bux tonite from work, that was cool.

Not so brighter side
Its really dark in here.

Somewhat brighter but not as bright as afermentioned bright side
I really forgot what I was going to say.

Doodles
Project: Notebook
I will be making this into an HTML thing soon, but you can see every page of my notebook from this quarter. n..n

Schools out! Woo!

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Woo, I'm over my flu or whatever I had. Maybe you can all diagnose. Let me run down the stats.
2 Days, maximum tempurature at 109 farienheight, vomiting, sore throat, dizzyness, loss of consiousness (due to high tempuratre), body aches, dry mouth, insomnia, and partial hearing loss (which happens whenever my sinuses get clogged).

So... yeah... that was great fun. I woke up today though feeling pretty cool. I took some Flu stuff to make sure it wasn't any kind of morning glory and went off to school.

Why I went to school... I don't know, I was only there for Psychology, and it was boring, just a lecture and movie. This week is the last week of school for my quarter, and I should be going to every class, but figuring my mouse girl leaves for India tomorrow I wanted to go see her. I ditched out of English (didn't miss anything, just reviewing our second drafts for the essay) and went to pick her up around 11:30. We really didn't have anywhere to go so we decided to go see a movie. Upon arrival we realized A) I don't want to see a scary movie and B) she doesn't wan't to see the Matrix [ugh, the nerve of her :P]. Sooo, we just drove around until she got the idea of going to her "church", called gurdwara.

I'm a little uncomfortable around and inside churches, but if it is important to her, than it is important to me. I have never been inside of one, and so I followed her, tied the scarf around my head and went to the room to take off my shoes. Then I followed her back down into the main room and down a red carpet. It was like... really scary for me because I was the only white person within 10 miles of the building, let alone inside of it. We stopped and stood in prayer (or in my case wishing, "please don't mess up, please don't mess up, please don't mess up") for a bit and then bowed, and got some *thinks* orhhh... whats the name of it... I want to say (bad spelling) gurjadti (she'll hit me for mispelling/misnaming that one :P) and then headed out. I have to say, it didn't seem like much on the outside, but inside my body, I was a whole jumbled mess of nerves. Except for the one important part that kept reminding me, "I'm doing this because I love her."

Mario Kart
Right before my flu I went out and bought Mario Kart Double Dash. It rocks. I played Cail a bit then we took off to go play football. That was a lame game, spent about 30 minutes waiting for everyone to play, then Cail takes off with little words and the game sorta falls apart from there. Anyways, back to Mario Kart. It is pretty spiff, and definite buy game if you have more than one person to share your cube with. The battle modes are fun and hectic, even with two people, the co-op grand prix is a nice try but falls a bit flat, anb the versus grand prix is just awesome. I have all golds in all cups, except the All-Track cup, which I believe my brother just got gold for the 50cc.

Navleen
She leaves tomorrow ;..;
I'm going to be all sad.
And I will need cuddling.
I demand cuddling.

Project: Retro
You know the Apple G3 Powerbooks, correct? Well they look like the pictures I am about to show you but the apple logo on the back or "top" glows a very soft white. I decided I was done staring at the whiteness and cracked open the case and installed a sticker to the apple logo, making it glow the 6 color rainbow apple logo from the 70s and 80s. Now its awesome. I lurve it so much. Eeee *hugs his mactop*

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