Explination
Ohk, so you probably are still all wondering why I am still in Fremont. Well, let me explain. To get things straight let me come clean and tell you all - I wasn't ready for college right now. I mean... I did close to nothing to get into this college, so going down there was something was kind of afraid of. So why would I want to go somehwere I know I wont do good in? To get away. My family life is pretty good - a few domestic problems, but they don't have to do with me yet. I kind of want my own space, to live my own life, to have fun by myself. You can't imagine how hard it is, or maybe you can, to have any kind of decent 'fun' when you have to worry about someone always coming home. Heh...
That all aside, my parents dragged me down to my uncle's house to have dinner and whatnot, because he justed moved into a new place. Really nice @..@. They got to talking, and my college came up, then I got to sit through about 3 hours of lecturing. Wait.. no that's not fair, it was lecturing, it was discussion on both sides. Basically my uncle and aunt said the same thing my parents have, that I haven't done enough to get into the college, and too many things were coming down to the last minute. After consulting myself for a bit I decided I shouldn't go down to Fullerton. The reasons weren't many, but strong reasons. I am under 18, I don't have a place for sure yet, I still have to crash one class, I don't have a job. So all that piled up can be a bit intimidating. We never went down to Fullerton, and I had the great fun of calling up my roommate and telling him the news.
God... I still feel bad for him, beacuse he needed a place just like I did, I promised things I couldn't... and now he's pissed at me. And I'm still too much of a chiken to even respond to him online. Jeez...
Umm... suprise?
Well, Navleen thought I was going to be gone until November (Thanksgiving break) so when I never left I didn't immediatly tell her the good news. Don't get mad! I was going to suprise her and stuff. Her parents aren't usualy there at certain times so one day I was just going to show up on her doorstep or something and suprise her. I thought that would be hella awesome. So as I was scheming this online, making sure she was blocked for the moment so she didn't know I was here, the phone rings. I picked it up and its her @..o. She was calling to get the cell phone number from one of my parents. After I said "Hello" however... there goes any chance of a suprise right out the window. Now I feel all blach, beacuse I didn't get to suprise her, and I avoided her for two days. :P Oh well, didn't mean for it to look quite like that.
Acrophobia
I had to go drop off a transcript over at CSUH and after some looking around for some free parking, which I found none of, I wandered around the campus. The campus isn't so big as it is mulit-leveled. It is build on a set of hills, so there are stairs everywhere, @..@ not fun. I had to bring the transcript to this big building. I don't know what they were thinking when they built it. "Hrm... we ahve a building on the biggest hill in the city... lets make it 50 stories tall!" Holy crap. Walking over to the building, I was about to crawl across the connector, because I was so scared about how high I was. Anyways - I got it turned in and stuff.
Step 2 - Check NT
Shaving...
Yeah... so I don't have a lot of posts about my very personal life on my blog because I know so many people read it and wouldn't be comfortable with them knowing that kind of stuff. Then I got to thinking... what I want to do, isn't so odd compared to everyone else so here I go. I need to shave, not my face, I'm talking about a place about two feet down. Heh... I don't want to shave it completly bald or anything, but I just want to trim it up a bit.. I think it would look nicer and stuff. But then again I do have a firecrotch... and that's just kick ass no matter what. I was also thinking I kind of want to shave off a lot of body hair. The hair on my chest maybe. I don't have a lot at all, but just that little bit. Maybe even the little trail I have around my navel. I just hope nobody walks in as I am shaving all these places, that would be a bit more odd than I want to explain. Heh... So there you go. Hopefully I will include more posts like this - because deep down you all want to know that don't you?
I am so cute!
